Wow. It's been forever since I posted something on this blog.

I really want to start posting all over again.

btw,

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Awesome song.
I really loved it when I was in primary school. (Ok now thats a long time ago.)

" .... mission is also a time when you face another breakthrough in your spiritual walk, is a time when you walk out of your comfort zone and also in your mind you are just so desperate to share the gospel to them and keep depending on the Holy Spirit all day long...."

As all of you would know I am on my way to my FIRST ever mission trip.

To where you may ask.

CHINAAAAAA!

Just as how Solomon decided to make the temple for God in 1 Kings.

I want to prepare myself. Not relying on myself but on God.

When Solomon made plans, he executed it cause he knew that it was God's will to establish the Temple.

And it really did please God and He saw the motive and desire.

As I head for China in 20days.

I want to prepare for God to work.
Because I know He will.

Sacrifice and serving are hard, but the reward is beautiful.

I was just clicking through my iPhone and I decided to listen to this song.

Really like it man.

F.I.S.H

I want to tell you people something.

Throughout the past few days,

I realised that I am a very visual person.

I LOVE pictures cause words scare me.

I imagine the scene of Bible Stories.

From David killing Goliath.

I draw pictures in my mind of my future.

Ranging from my future car (still in the process) to my future wife (oops.. did I say that) hahaha.

Well I hope you get the idea.

So thats little more about Dharmen!

Now is the time to bang the doors down.

Bang and knock till you see changes.
Tear down all the walls that is holding you back.
Never give up. Cause God is listening.
Listening to your heart beat. To your thoughts.
Wake God up. Cause He wants to be woken up by the shout of creation.

I have it been giving it a thought these few days.

And I just felt blogging thoughts each day would be a check on my Spiritual walk with God.
Not forgetting an update of my life.
To anyone who is still reading my blog.
Thank you! You rock. You know how awesome you are XD.



After FOP, which was just amazing.
The speaker and word of God was just so simple yet so much powerful.

It's time to start meeting the needs of our community & our society.
Isn't it just like the presents?
When we give presents to people, they will definitely be contented.
And they will turn you down at first but after a while of persistent begging, they will receive your love.
Isn't meeting needs just as simple but so powerful.
It definitely is a step of faith, out of your comfort zone.
But is so impact-full.

cool eh? A is for Apple.

I somehow just clicked onto my friends blog.

And the things he posted.

Just made me dwell in my thoughts.

I started drifting away in the past.

I couldn't help but to reminisce the past man.

Even though it may be lame to some.

But scouts did play a great role in my life.

Not forgetting my red, blue & gold.

Nothing will whipe that away.

Without any of them, I dare to say

I wouldn't be here.

TODAY I just did my first ever test.

Thank God for it.

Great friends.Great place.Epic moments haha.

I have to say.

God really deserves all praise.

School is already in its 5week and God has always been present.

I have an awesome class.

Awesome friends.

With Christ in the picture, I have a hope.

And I have faith to believe.

And Yes I am back to School.

After 4 months of long waiting.

4 months of drama and emotions.

Here it comes.

Jesus did everything with a purpose to make each day count.

Let this be a new chapter.

With a good purpose.

Jesus said, "You believe because I told you I saw you under the fig tree. You shall see greater things than that." He then added, "I tell you the truth, you shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man."

John 1:50-51.

Isn't Jesus talking about the future of Peter?

How bright it is.

Just like the stars which are millions of miles away.

Yet we can look at it each night and be amazed.

Isn't it the same with ourselves?

It seems to me from the verse that Peter definitely would shocked and mesmerized at such big plans Jesus spoke to Him.

When it comes to us.

How willing are we to head to His plan.

To understand and appreciate it.

God, I have nothing more than this. So wouldn't you use my 2 loaves 5 fishes for your glory?

Today I was definitely inspired by stairs.

I was walking up the stairs to my place.

And I was noticing my motion.

When it comes to the first step, I usually take it cautiously.

I stop and pause before laying my feet on the solid ground.

Upon lifting up the next

I HAVE to be certain of the ground.

As I step.

I start taking 2 steps and gaining momentum.

Until I reach the end.

And when I reach the end.

The cycle repeats itself.

Isn't our life pretty much the same?

We are on a LONG.

Sometimes twirly, sometimes narrow.

Sometimes predictable yet questionable.

Sometimes uncertain but still faithful.

fleet of stairs.

When we start a floor of stairs,

we never start with booming results.

We begin cautiously.

And when we get into the hang of things,

momentum gains,

and we thrust into a 2 step glide.

God is my foundation on the stairs.

Each step definitely will have to be a step of faith.

who knows how things will work out?

but I go with a heart of Expectation.

here I am. preparing to set into a new culture.

Happy 40th Birthday Mum!

How many times in your life are you 40?

And how great is it but to celebrate it with 2 AWESOME sons. haha.

I am sorry for not getting any present.

But I will make it up to you mum.

Being the best son I can to you.

Excelling even in studies.

But I was just wondering.

Since when did cakes become so nice.

they look so fabulous.

Honestly I have never seen such nice cakes in my waking moments.

Have you?

beauty begins when you allow change to flow from the interior to the exterior.

Hey all!
Long time no post man.

Well for those who don't know I have started working.

Working a restuarant. SEAFOOD PARADISE. As a waiter.

Well the job isn't as great as it may seem.

The place is pretty much packed everyday.

High expectations of service.

Fast paced & Quality filled.

Well I have to agree with what my manager said.

It mainly is the educated ones that act this year.

They expect 2cents of service for every 1cent.

But still they are the ones that make your day a breeze.

Their smiles and appreciation.

Talking about this.

I really like to Thank God.

Without Him. I think I wouldn't have gotten my pay raise.

And also keeping the mentality to put on a Spirit of Excellence each and everyday.

I think that brings out the joy of serving.

don't we expect 2cents out of God at times?

this song is stuck in my head man.
I love the rhythm and lyrics.

I think I have been very selective in my love to others.

To those I am comfortable with I treat them with one kind of love.

To the rest I try to distance myself.

I have been selfish.

I always wonder how did Jesus love the prostitute.

The fact that his unselective love gave him a chance to love everyone equally.

The pharisees despite their internal flaws.

Even his closest buddies, the disciples.

This calls for a change of my belief.

This is no longer something I want to have a stronghold onto.

Dear friend,

I know there are many things we can't agree on.

But just when I thought things were getting better.

Something would just pop it.

Sometimes I really wished thoughts like that would be vanquished.

But no. It is thoughts like these that are faith-testing.

Am I being selfish in asking?

Or is it something that I wish to see so that I will be happy.

Loving you is tough.

But loving others is primary. Loving myself is secondary.

Tapping onto God's power & love.

Hey guys.

This week really has been hard for me.
But through it all.
Let me just say.

GODCHASERS. Be Bold.

In your prayer life be BOLD.
In your school be BOLD.

In actions be BOLD.

And it does take courage to be BOLD.

Everyone has some form of courage in them.

Dont simply live to exist.

But Live to be LIVING.

And to be like that. Be BOLD.

Jesus was BOLD.

He didn't ask for the bare minimal of God.

He claimed His vision and purpose from God.

And that took Him lots of courage.

Which showed that His actions were BOLD.

Well I am posting right now.

Yea! Right now haha.

It feels rather wrong and awkward to post now.

But oh well. Forget what I feel.

Looks like tomorrow has really come.

All my effort in one year is coming down to a slip of paper.

I believe that whatever I reap tomorrow is God's plan for me.

For His purpose is only for my good.

He opens. He closes.

I will definitely post my results.

Thanks.

"Good or Bad"

"Still thank God"

And well that is my committment and promise tomorrow.

God I will thank you no matter what.

I will thank you even if it is hard.

All creations praises you.

So will I.

Yet-Praising You is what I want to do.

I come with no motive.

God You know that I judge the outside.

But You Lord judge the interior.

And Lord may even my thoughts and actions upon receiving my results please You and Honour You.

Moses did it. Abraham did it. Jesus did it.

And so will Dharmen.

Just 4 more days.

4 more days man.

Can you imagine the speed at which things come by.

I went back to school today.

Yes I know again haha.

Well and I was offered an opportunity to share a testimony.

It seems like an amazing one. And definitely it is.

I think I should pray what to share.

Let me just spend that last time in my school uniform.

Sharing a piece of what I went through.

But hope I can share it creatively and interactively.

I think this 1 chapter Quiet Time.

Is very good.

I can really focus and concentrate on every verse one by one.

And everyday is really something totally amazing.

Really a saturation of God's word.

Back to my BAGS.

I was looking around and I think most likely.

I will be getting 1 Manhattan Portage Bag. And another YakPak.

LOL =X. Goodness that took some time for me to decide haha.

And not forgetting slippers.

Needed to get since last year.

No time to wait.

LETS GO!

Happy

New

Year

To one and all.

There is just so many things that have been happening this new year.

Making me fail to blog about it haha.

But I guess today's post is going to be short and sweet.

And well I think about today haha.

Today I went window shopping.

It wasn't really a great experience.

The things I was looking for weren't really very eye-catching.

I was disappointed with the things I was looking at.

Well maybe because many of the things doesn't suit me and all.

I think honestly I don't suit what other guys wear.

I have tried many things so far. But sadly all fail me.

It is not that I base my looks on human judgement.

It is just that sometimes you need advice from those you trust.

But it feels like nothing good is coming out of it.

And that you dont even know what is nice on you.

I am not upset or what.

I was a little. But I just feel that nothing is going to come out of it.

If God has made me so unique in fashion and dressing style.

Why should I complain?

Am I merely mocking God's creation.

I believe that everyone has their own style.

And that's how awesome this is.