Hey there XD

Yeap I know. I know.
You all must be missing my posts.
Who wouldnt? XD
Well. I shall start from Saturday. XD

18 Oct Saturday

Went for scouts in the morning.
It was rather boring.
I found it like always the same old thing over and over again.
No difference. haha.
But still I will enjoy my time in Scouts
And well. Thank to my marvellous Scouts. My Current O Lvl Score = - 2
XD. A1 for CCA.
Service began to lead me back to YI camp last year.
I question myself. Could it be that is really my goal?
Yes I admit I have certain doubts.
But then again. A doubtful man will go no where.
I just pray that I will be a humble servant.
Use me anyway you want.
And always we SIGNED THE CELLGROUP CONAVENT.
It was really very interestingly done.
Went to botantical gardens.
After that Melina, Chulien and Ray Hoe and ME.
Went to Funan to have "SUPPER".
Hahaha. Had a rather interesting talk.

19 Oct Sunday
Ok. Had tuition.
Then went out with Weiting and Madeline. LOL.
Went to town LOL. Yet again =X.
Interesting time there.
As usual. Act Cute will be act cute.

20 Oct Monday

Dont be jealous when I tell you all these news ah.
I had NO SCHOOL. hahaha.
So woke up late. AS USUAL HAHA.
Then had tuition.
After then went to find Weiting and Laypeng.
Helped laypeng with her project LOL. Haha.
Then went to Weiting's place.
My Chinese really never fails to impress anyone LOL. =X

21 Oct Tuesday

Today went back to school.
Got back a copy of my report card.
Quite ok lah. But I know that I can do better.
Then Muttons to Midnight came to our school.
(If you are wondering who are they. They are the 98.7FM DJs)
After school played soccer.
My wonderful uniform was like DRENCHED.
I didnt know I could sweat so much.
It was like totally wet man.
Thankfully I brought my tanktop to change to LOL.
Then went to island creamery.
To meet the princesses and become their delivery boy.
Aint I just so nice. My service to society. XD

Well this is my updated scores:

English B4
Chinese C6
AMaths B4
Maths A2
Chem B4
Physics A2
Combined Humans C6
Geo B4

L1R4 :16
L1R5 :20

(I wonder which school will take me in LOL =X)

Thank You for giving me this marks.
I really couldnt have done it without You.
I really want to learn how to praise You even when it is difficult or hard to.
Take away my pride.
Cast it all out.

Society. Community. Family. Friends.
How much have we done for each one of them?
"You might be the only Bible your friends read."
This thought just popped into my mind today.
Well isnt it really much true.
We are salt and light to the world.
But if salt isnt added to our food.
Would our food taste good?
I doubt so. It might be tasteless.
Imagine if you had no light.
Would we even be able to see.
I dont wish to have any blockages between this world.
Let me be able to speak out.
And be myself completely to them.
Sometimes my actions and words speak for itself. That I am not who I say I am.
Let me be myself.
I want to be Me, I and Myself.
No one esle do I want to be.
But it is really hard at times.
Thats why I ask. Take away all these walls.

Sometimes it is harder to say the things that we need to say rather than the things we want to say. Isnt it true?

I've got my hands at redemption's side Whose scars are bigger than these doubts of mine.

Sometimes I just wish I could tell you.