I think I have been very selective in my love to others.

To those I am comfortable with I treat them with one kind of love.

To the rest I try to distance myself.

I have been selfish.

I always wonder how did Jesus love the prostitute.

The fact that his unselective love gave him a chance to love everyone equally.

The pharisees despite their internal flaws.

Even his closest buddies, the disciples.

This calls for a change of my belief.

This is no longer something I want to have a stronghold onto.

Dear friend,

I know there are many things we can't agree on.

But just when I thought things were getting better.

Something would just pop it.

Sometimes I really wished thoughts like that would be vanquished.

But no. It is thoughts like these that are faith-testing.

Am I being selfish in asking?

Or is it something that I wish to see so that I will be happy.

Loving you is tough.

But loving others is primary. Loving myself is secondary.

Tapping onto God's power & love.

Hey guys.

This week really has been hard for me.
But through it all.
Let me just say.

GODCHASERS. Be Bold.

In your prayer life be BOLD.
In your school be BOLD.

In actions be BOLD.

And it does take courage to be BOLD.

Everyone has some form of courage in them.

Dont simply live to exist.

But Live to be LIVING.

And to be like that. Be BOLD.

Jesus was BOLD.

He didn't ask for the bare minimal of God.

He claimed His vision and purpose from God.

And that took Him lots of courage.

Which showed that His actions were BOLD.

Well I am posting right now.

Yea! Right now haha.

It feels rather wrong and awkward to post now.

But oh well. Forget what I feel.

Looks like tomorrow has really come.

All my effort in one year is coming down to a slip of paper.

I believe that whatever I reap tomorrow is God's plan for me.

For His purpose is only for my good.

He opens. He closes.

I will definitely post my results.

Thanks.

"Good or Bad"

"Still thank God"

And well that is my committment and promise tomorrow.

God I will thank you no matter what.

I will thank you even if it is hard.

All creations praises you.

So will I.

Yet-Praising You is what I want to do.

I come with no motive.

God You know that I judge the outside.

But You Lord judge the interior.

And Lord may even my thoughts and actions upon receiving my results please You and Honour You.

Moses did it. Abraham did it. Jesus did it.

And so will Dharmen.

Just 4 more days.

4 more days man.

Can you imagine the speed at which things come by.

I went back to school today.

Yes I know again haha.

Well and I was offered an opportunity to share a testimony.

It seems like an amazing one. And definitely it is.

I think I should pray what to share.

Let me just spend that last time in my school uniform.

Sharing a piece of what I went through.

But hope I can share it creatively and interactively.

I think this 1 chapter Quiet Time.

Is very good.

I can really focus and concentrate on every verse one by one.

And everyday is really something totally amazing.

Really a saturation of God's word.

Back to my BAGS.

I was looking around and I think most likely.

I will be getting 1 Manhattan Portage Bag. And another YakPak.

LOL =X. Goodness that took some time for me to decide haha.

And not forgetting slippers.

Needed to get since last year.

No time to wait.

LETS GO!

Happy

New

Year

To one and all.

There is just so many things that have been happening this new year.

Making me fail to blog about it haha.

But I guess today's post is going to be short and sweet.

And well I think about today haha.

Today I went window shopping.

It wasn't really a great experience.

The things I was looking for weren't really very eye-catching.

I was disappointed with the things I was looking at.

Well maybe because many of the things doesn't suit me and all.

I think honestly I don't suit what other guys wear.

I have tried many things so far. But sadly all fail me.

It is not that I base my looks on human judgement.

It is just that sometimes you need advice from those you trust.

But it feels like nothing good is coming out of it.

And that you dont even know what is nice on you.

I am not upset or what.

I was a little. But I just feel that nothing is going to come out of it.

If God has made me so unique in fashion and dressing style.

Why should I complain?

Am I merely mocking God's creation.

I believe that everyone has their own style.

And that's how awesome this is.

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

Wishing a great and wonderful Christmas to any and everyone!
May this year's Christmas be something extremely different and unique.

May the smile of your close ones' bring joy to you.

Appreciating the small things they always do for us.

May we even do simple actions of kindness to portray our love for them.

Who knows what may happen?

Busy busy week.

Spending everyday out.

And I just realised that many times we plan for things around Christmas but never on Christmas.

I am reading a book called God Came Near.

And I really think it is a very good time to read it.

Cause it talks about Jesus' Birth.

And many aspects of it. It really makes me look at things from another way.

Of his birth.

If Jesus were to be born again today, would we even be able to know?

Just imagine the sights and sound of it.

His birth wasn't anything extraordinary.
It was way below expectation.

In a farmhouse. Amazing.

Nothing so fantasic or fabulous.

I think that shows how humble God is.

NOW!

LOOK WHO ELSE IS CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS HAHA!

WEL-come! to my 101st POST.

Well Things are passing smoothly I guess haha.

Stuck on my PS3. Facebooking. MSN-ing.

My most trusty companions of entertainment.

Today sadly.

There wasn't prayer meeting.

I realised that upon arriving at Church.

Good Job Dharmen *Pats on his back* Haha.

But I won't count the trip as a wasted one.

It made me linger on certain thoughts.

Well I think I was pondering on it for quite a fair bit of the journey.

One would be Motives.

Even from this few days.

God has been revealing to me few things on motives.

It began with me asking why am I going to PM for.

For whom?

I think that is really something which I have to check on.

I don't want be based on such hidden motives.

Beneath human eyes. We can only see flesh.

But only He can see within.

Isn't it like how God values elders and leaders.

He holds them accountable for their young ones.

In the same way.

We will be held accountable on such a matter.

The other thing on my mind was Godchasers.

May God guide us and lead us to greater victories.

May we even be bonded and united like never before.

OH! About this pics.

I really like these type of pics hahaha.

So interesting. Wanted to grab some of my friends one.

But they were all in Butter Factory. St James. Rebel. Zirca and all lol.

SSSHHHHIIINNNNYYY LIGHTSS