wonderful day
wonderful time
wonderful songs
wonderful smile
wonderful cries
wonderful frens
wonderful everything
but
PREFECTLY WONDERFUL GOD.

sry i m feelin kinda weird right now lol.
i dont noe whether it was the thing i ate or ... LOL.

as u all would have known my exams are currently goin on.
n while in all these stress n business. thr is jus somethin i would like 2 share.
if u all rmb during my mid yrs i got a F9 for my combined humans (SS + Hist)
then this monday i took my paper.
n all i can is WOW.
cuz on sunday i was panicking as i was studyin as i didnt really touched my SS and Hist books.
for SS the thing tt i was studying had crashed and burn.
when my fren called 2 tell me tt the thing is not coming out. so i was like. oh no ok.
but despite this thing i still was laughin n joyful.
thr was these senere peace inside of me.
then for hist i jus read the chpts i felt like reading.
so i was really panicking. i felt like giving up.
it was like against all odd of me to rmb everythin.
then the following morning i was on the mrt so i was jus glancin thru my SS book then i was readin thru a certain chpt and in my heart i knew tt this question would come out and when i looked at my Hist book thr was jus reassuring voice tt this question will come out.
cuz my first paper was SS followed by Hist. so it was 2 papers on 1 day. no surprise haha
then when i flipped my SS paper. the exact same questions tt i heard came out. i rmb i was like smiling at the paper.
(BTW it is a thoery 2 smile @ the paper. 101% cfm can do 1 LOL)
then when it was Hist paper. the same thing happened.
i was super happy. i rmb smilin thru the paper.

but this is the thing.
i rmb on sunday i was practially kneeling n ask God 2 help me. literally.
i kept on prayin n prayin. i was feelin quite down n weak
it was like i was goin 2 fight a war which i was alrdy defeated which hadnt even began
on monday morning. the thought of failing couldnt stop.
but God really picked me up. He held me with His hands and took away my burdens and granted me peace.
and i would like to say Thank You So Much. I dont noe whether this words are big enuff. But i noe u heard them.
then came 2day chinese paper 1. while it was also a miracle then i noe was only made possible by the 1 and only.
cuz 2day supposed 2 be emaths paper 1 with chinese paper 1 but maths got pushed back so ya.
while i think i btr go n study. feelin quite uncertain right now for no apparent reason.

THIS PART IS DEDICATED TO THE PRINCESSES : (you noe who u r XD)
go ISLAND CREAMERY BO JIO WAT IS THIS MANNNN.
leave me to one corner
to rot
to collect dust
and to be forgotten
THIS GUY HERE IS SAD. T_T
VERY SAD.
its ok. i understand T_T
but at least u had fun wifout the lightbulb here T_T.

OK LEAVIN THOSE HEARTLESS PEOPLE ASIDE.
haha great news people.
DHARMEN THE PRO HAS JUS CUT HIS HAIR AND NOW HIS FRINGE IS LIKE TO THE LEFT LOL.
PLS CLAP UR HANDS PEOPLE. WELCOME THE SHUAI GE.
OH YES YES YES.
talkin abt SHUAI GE.
cuz u noe everyday i take the mrt. then i usually chg train at city hall 2 go newton.
then will have like ppl board in n out.
then on the mrt these 2 gals boarded. then they walked past me but then i couldnt be bothered cuz u noe Dharmen is very busy XD
then when the train was reachin newton this 2 gals walked past me again jus tt they were at the door.
1 of them was like on her fone n the other 1 was like insane i tell u.
when i was reachin the door. she held the pole and lied back 2 like attract my attention then i was like err ok? then she look at me then i like look away.
then her fren also look at me. like in the eyes. i tell u.
I WAS SERIOUSLY GROSSED OUT. AHHHHH LOL.
to top it off. ok nvm i wont say it. it is mean LOL. very mean hahaha

well then i think l8r i might add on hahaha. XD

Hey Hey Hey. Dharmen is back ppl XD.

hahahah.
yet another today is goin 2 end.
wat have u made it unique?
would u jus past it wif yet another " 2mrrw will be a btr day" kinda attitude?
i m sure tt everybody has ever glanced thru such thoughts before.
i didnt go 2 sch for the past 2 days ya.
cuz i have limb note infection ya. but then now feeling btr XD.
SO LET ME PRAISE! WIF ALL I HAVE! WOOHOO!

currently i m very high LOL.
LETS RAISE THE ROOFS AND SHAKE YOUR BOOTIES!
wif this song.
i m sure everybody noes this song XD.
hahaha.

COME ON SING ALONG. DONT CLOSE UR LIPS. U NOE IT XD.
this song reminds me of the time when we were very young.
ok not say very young. jus not as old as presently LOL.
when we could let our imagination run wild and ppl will join us wif us.
they would not scold us for bein ourselves.
but simply respect us.
when thr was no such thing as stress or exam.
come to think abt it. time passes really very fast.
i m currently 15½ yrs old.
n my exams would be startin this friday.
let us enjoy wat wonders everyday brings us wif childish joy.
like the analogy " Look at the cup as half full. and not half empty"
lets praise God for the slightest thing. for bringin u tt smile on ur face.
for lettin u find peace and assurance in everythin tt u did 2day.
by givin wat we have. by givin wat gift we can give to the world.
be it ur smile on ur face.
be it the simplest love tt they need.
or maybe even being thr for them as a fren.
by simply jus prayin for them.

as for the exams.
i hope tt i can make the best out of it.
wifout any regrets.
i really need encouragement and prayers ><.
thx alot guys XD.

THIS IS DHARMEN SIGNING OUT YO!

back 2 sch 2mrrw.
i can tell u rite tt sch is super boring.
we are partically doin nth.
OK. other then the fun things we do LOL. =X

ytd was a very interestin day.
even though the sun was not even 2 be seen.
thr was still beauty.
ytd God really spoke a very very great word abt self-esteem.
but i think tt 2mrrw would be a btr day 2 write.
srry ah peeps. =X

i m sick 2day so ya.
havin fever. backache. chest pains. thoart pain and leg strain.
LOL alot of aches. but still who cares.
it doesnt give me a reason 2 slack off.
it doesnt entitle me 2 not live normally.
(it gives me the power 2 stay at home LOL HAHAHAHAHA =X)

hey jielong. dont thx me. thx God.

cheers. 2mrrw will be a long long post XD.






lol. i really dont noe wat u are doin now. u can hide all u 1. try 2 cover up. but then do rmb tt. someday. think b4 u act my fren. dont act in such a manner tt u noe tt u will hurt urself. take care. it may take time. but then u still can do. i have seen u do it b4. this is no different. if only u cared abt wat i said eh?

it really encourages me.
to see frens make the effort 2 stop their mouth from cursing.
2day they played a game.
1st 2 say 5vulgaristies will pay 10bucks 2 the grp of 10 of us.
while. 1 guy broke it. but still can tell tt. all of them really made the effort.
n i m sure tt they will stop soon. XD.
i m kinda saddened when i saw some stuff which is happenin 2 my fren.
y do ppl always aim for the weakest link.
i noe u can make a stand. and stop them for forcin u 2 do stuff tt u dont 1 2.
go forth in faith and power.
if only he could read this.




the song tt i placed up there.
is a simple song. but it speaks alot.
all i can simply offer is my life to You.
it is a very simple thing.
but still You are more then happy.
Your joy goes beyond the words of any men.
givin You my thoughts. my aims. my hopes. my ambitions.
let me them in Your hands.
My fears. My Burdens. My raging storms.
i cast them up to You.
nth is 2 small for You.
to You thoughts are the heart of it all.









if you think that you have a professional mask, why can people still see through what you're thinking, and your thoughts. there are many people or infact friends out there cares for you, why must you think that people are selfish, why people aren't compassionate? there are people who have compassion and care for you, or maybe they do care about you just that you didn't realise or take it for granted and what makes you think that if you change, you will change to the worse? even if you know it yourself that if you change, it would be worse. but there's still this small percentage of changing for the better isn't it? if you change, it might not be yourself? have you think about it, what if i change it will actually help me even better? isn't it a good change? why must you be so pessimistic about your life, when there are more people out there that are worse than you. you're considered fortunate, why put yourself in shoes that are so bad and tiring? aren't you pushing yourself to be sad instead of enjoying your life? you might say, you rather be sad, is this what you really want? wow, people throwing all their horrible things to you, are you really feeling good about? is that really what you want? i believe everyone in this world, wants to be happy, wants a life that is perfect. but there aren't perfect people in this world, people might treat you like a trash, but have you ever thought, why people treated you like this?
what's the point of escaping, this is not the only problem she will face in her life. are u is going to stop at this stage of of ur life and dwell about it? how you know this is bring smiles to people's live? you urself, is sad. will the people around u feel happy? health comes b4 studies.

Hello.


yeap 2day was wednesday and had early dismissal XD.
but then ytd was scolded by 1 teacher. so we stayed back for like 40mins.
LOL.
and this is a proven fact. my class is SERIOUSLY HAVOC.
we are like some bunch of hyper guys. wif nth btr 2 do LOL.
but the gd thing abt this class is tt when we play, we play hard. when we work we work hard.
ytd was really 2 pro liao le LOL.
then 2day we also seriously havoc yet again.
the 1st thing we had pe 2day n we broke 2 world records in the past 2 days.
1st RECORD : makin sure the class returns back to ur place in less then 2sec.
2nd RECORD : doin our stretchs and warm ups in 1min
talkin abt warm ups LOL. my class also won fittest class award for 2008 LOL. pro rite XD.
n my class always nvr fails 2 bring retarded things 2 sch. LOL.
2day my fren brought STEREO SPEAKERS to sch. and my other fren brought STRETCH MARK CREAM. yes. i have evidence LOL.
we were havin karaoke session man. blast the speakers and sing louder then the speakers so tt our teacher wont notice LOL. and we really nvr fail 2 make the teacher laugh LOL.
then me n jackkee also brought cordial to class. XD
it is a such blessing to be in class.
no matter how sad you are. the small little things tt my classmates do can cheer up any1 and every1.
and i would dare say. i wouldnt regret being in this class again next yr.
n I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT SOMETHING BUT THEN I LOST THE CHINESE WORDS LOL. I PROMISE I WILL BLOG ABOUT IT 2MORROW. XD
and below are the pics of somethings to show the truth abt the class LOL.


this is prove of the stretch mark cream LOL. it is weird to the core.


LOL. n whr did the class go? LOL. i guess they were playin catchin LOL. n usually cfm will have guys from other classes.



the misadventures of Jackkee's shoe. LOL. this wat happens when u sleep wifout shoes.

my fren. this is somethin i hope u would see.
you know it is hurtful and painful inside. wouldnt history repeat itself. but can i ask u something. wat if the world sees thru you. sees that you are merely someone who they can toy ard wif. y do u care so much of the world. the world will always say things tt sweetens their tongue. u dont have 2 say a word i can tell. u noe the things inside of you. u still can chg. u dont have 2 take a leap. baby steps. let go. be free. then can i ask you again. wat if ur expectations dont get met? would u hurt urself even more. enuff is enuff. it might be somethin harsh but tt is the truth. chg begins from us. it is jus whether or not we 1 2. i noe u can. i m sure u can. i believe tt u can. the lies you allow to be bred inside of u. will be the lies which u choose 2 stand on. the lies will turn in2 scars. prevent it now my fren. we have only 1/5 of our whole lives 2 life. we still have another 4/5 of tt 1/5 to live. start living 2day. did u noe tt it is the choices tt we make. tt we bring us 2 the state we are in. it is wat we do wif wat we have tt matters. fren i really do care abt u. if u were nth, do u think u would be whr u are 2day? do u think u would have matured this much? do u think u would have come this far? do u think we would have ever become frens? are you willing to let things chg? are you willing to be THE chg? my fren dont fear. dont be discouraged. dont be afraid. i noe u will and u can. no matter wat is coming our way. no matter how painful or tough. we will always be behind u. we reap wat we sow. the weak 1s wither. the strong 1s multiply. the old is you. the new is somethin u r 2 be. fren. take care.

Hey ppl.

yeap 2day was the 1st day of sch.
n yeap we r now in stationary classes. not bad lol.
can reply sms fast LOL. =X
but today was interestin. very interestin

today this guy from USA come 2 speak 2 us for chapel
tt guy was a guniess book of records holder
his life testimony.
have u ever been left out of the crowd?
have u ever been thrown on the floor by ppl?
pushed to the corner by circumstances wif nth 2 do?
have u ever been a social outcast?
with no hope in living anymore?
were u all alone ever when u needed some1?
while tt guy faced it all. he was a social outcast
in his heart he was stabbed a thousand times each day.
everybody looked down on him.
even his teachers.
everybody treated him as a sick guy
but still he did not give up.
he held on 2 this small thread of hope.
this line which could break anytime.
but still thr was 1 person on this earth who didnt give up on him.
it was tt person tt showed him the love tt he lacked.
tt person was another then his sch teacher.
his sch teacher taught 2 realise tt God's love is infinite.
so wat if the world looks down on us. we noe we have a love tt can overthrow all of these.
do not give up.
there is always a way in God's way
no matter how thin the thread. God is thr.


i m still ur fren. i will still be. dont escape tt fact.
dont run away from the things u cannot accept.
face it cuz i noe u can. i noe u will.
u r my fren. u will always be my fren.
even if u cant take tt fact.
my dear fren. smile now.