Sometimes all we need is a Little Push.

Like now. I need a push.

A little push to get things going.

A little push for this big problem.

A little push to say "Hey is this all that you can give?"

I need that little push. And it has to come from me.
It is like our walk of life. It is us who walks. But God who guides.

What we are motivated by, determines what we are prioritized by.


Psalm 13 : 5 - 6

But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.

I will sing to the LORD,

for he has been good to me.

I cant help but to AGREE WITH THIS PIC. XD

LOL! HAHAHA.

And I think the songs C.S Lewis and Faithful are getting to me.

Today I got back my results.
Parts of it I guess.

Chem : C6
Emaths : C5
Geog : C5
SSH/SS : C6
English : C6

Physics and Amaths are like still being marked so ya.

Personally for me.
It is quite disappointing but not discouraging.
The disappointing part comes in when Parents,Brother & Friends are fixed in to the puzzle.

This could be a Wake-Up Call from Heaven.
Or maybe this could be a Give-Up Answer from me.
But NO!
I say this once. Twice and Thrice.
Giving up is not an option.
Let me transpose this disappointment into something worth it.

Today I went for a run.
I ran from my house to East Coast.
Not an amazing feat.
But the whole idea why I wanted to run was that I needed time to talk to God.
Maybe I am not giving God enough room / space to move.
Usually when life is hard, God is above.
But when it is easy, where have I place You? The One whom so freely loved me.
I thank You for answering my prayers.

Now let me entertain you with my Beautiful Face. <3

F.

That is the grade I give to the thousand things I am doing now.

From A-Z.

Everything under the Heavens, Earth and Sky below.

For those who can read the above words.
They are actually saying "HYPER".
Yeap. LET ME SAY IT AGAIN HYPER. hahaha

And let me say my day in school was rather around that level.
Not really TO THE EXTREME OF HYPER.
But rather at the prefect twist of hyper and learning.

Hyper Incident #1 : Plucking out of Friends White Hair.
And my friend reacted to this by saying "AHHHH! MONKEYS!"
hahaha
Hyper Incident #2 : Leaving a classmate behind.
We left him behind cause he fell asleep in lesson.
THEN the entire class left without him. =X haha.
But resulted in a scolding by a teacher. Not surprising haha.
Hyper Incident #3 : Started sweeping the floor for no apparent reason.
OH WAIT. THAN AGAIN THERE WAS A REASON!
The amount of tissue on the floor was excellent.
YOU SEE I AM SUCH A GOOD STUDENT <3.
I should really reward myself. hahaha

OH AND NOT FORGETTING.
Today I have killed 7 bugs and counting.
I think I become Pastor Dan's accomplish in killing bugs.
hahaha.

Lol. The picture of peak hours just seem to interest me today.

I have no idea why though.

But then again come to think about it.

I guess life is really a peak hour rush at times.

There is no time for stopping and holding back just for that one min.

Everything is just DO DO DO. Complete complete complete.

My friend really left behind a thought, "Life isnt always about studies."

Which really made me linger in thought for sometime.

Like for me, honestly I think I gave up swimming and playing waterpolo. Mainly for studies and scouts.

And I believe that was a right decision.

BUT now that I am in Sec4 I ask myself have I forsaken certain things just to flirt with the books?

I am not trying to say that I SHOULDNT study.

Instead I should work harder than ever before.

But rather have a balance. Cause I dont want to come to a stage where everything is a mess and certain things I am lost.

And I would like to Thank God for even giving me the eyes to see and ears to open to whatever traps I may fall into.

But people PLEASE DONT get me wrong here ok. XD.
I am just saying that maintaining a balance is important.
A balance of God. Studies. Family and Friends.
And that you cant just put your focus too much on one part and neglect the rest.
But rather strike a balance.
Now your priorities.
And let what I always tell myself.
This year is going to one which I may have to scarifice more. But am I willingly to do it?

And also I would like to thank God for giving me so much resources.
He truly provides. From A-Z. In Him we lack NOTHING.
And that is what I testify for today.

And not forgetting Thanks for all the stuff! hahaha.
Btw my exams will resume back on wednesday.
Do continue to keep me in prayer. XD hahah thanks