Tuesday, September 30, 2008

wonderful day
wonderful time
wonderful songs
wonderful smile
wonderful cries
wonderful frens
wonderful everything
but
PREFECTLY WONDERFUL GOD.

sry i m feelin kinda weird right now lol.
i dont noe whether it was the thing i ate or ... LOL.

as u all would have known my exams are currently goin on.
n while in all these stress n business. thr is jus somethin i would like 2 share.
if u all rmb during my mid yrs i got a F9 for my combined humans (SS + Hist)
then this monday i took my paper.
n all i can is WOW.
cuz on sunday i was panicking as i was studyin as i didnt really touched my SS and Hist books.
for SS the thing tt i was studying had crashed and burn.
when my fren called 2 tell me tt the thing is not coming out. so i was like. oh no ok.
but despite this thing i still was laughin n joyful.
thr was these senere peace inside of me.
then for hist i jus read the chpts i felt like reading.
so i was really panicking. i felt like giving up.
it was like against all odd of me to rmb everythin.
then the following morning i was on the mrt so i was jus glancin thru my SS book then i was readin thru a certain chpt and in my heart i knew tt this question would come out and when i looked at my Hist book thr was jus reassuring voice tt this question will come out.
cuz my first paper was SS followed by Hist. so it was 2 papers on 1 day. no surprise haha
then when i flipped my SS paper. the exact same questions tt i heard came out. i rmb i was like smiling at the paper.
(BTW it is a thoery 2 smile @ the paper. 101% cfm can do 1 LOL)
then when it was Hist paper. the same thing happened.
i was super happy. i rmb smilin thru the paper.

but this is the thing.
i rmb on sunday i was practially kneeling n ask God 2 help me. literally.

i kept on prayin n prayin. i was feelin quite down n weak
it was like i was goin 2 fight a war which i was alrdy defeated which hadnt even began
on monday morning. the thought of failing couldnt stop.
but God really picked me up. He held me with His hands and took away my burdens and granted me peace.
and i would like to say Thank You So Much. I dont noe whether this words are big enuff. But i noe u heard them.
then came 2day chinese paper 1. while it was also a miracle then i noe was only made possible by the 1 and only.
cuz 2day supposed 2 be emaths paper 1 with chinese paper 1 but maths got pushed back so ya.
while i think i btr go n study. feelin quite uncertain right now for no apparent reason.

THIS PART IS DEDICATED TO THE PRINCESSES : (you noe who u r XD)
go ISLAND CREAMERY BO JIO WAT IS THIS MANNNN.
leave me to one corner
to rot
to collect dust
and to be forgotten
THIS GUY HERE IS SAD. T_T
VERY SAD.
its ok. i understand T_T
but at least u had fun wifout the lightbulb here T_T.

OK LEAVIN THOSE HEARTLESS PEOPLE ASIDE.
haha great news people.
DHARMEN THE PRO HAS JUS CUT HIS HAIR AND NOW HIS FRINGE IS LIKE TO THE LEFT LOL.
PLS CLAP UR HANDS PEOPLE. WELCOME THE SHUAI GE.
OH YES YES YES.
talkin abt SHUAI GE.
cuz u noe everyday i take the mrt. then i usually chg train at city hall 2 go newton.
then will have like ppl board in n out.
then on the mrt these 2 gals boarded. then they walked past me but then i couldnt be bothered cuz u noe Dharmen is very busy XD
then when the train was reachin newton this 2 gals walked past me again jus tt they were at the door.
1 of them was like on her fone n the other 1 was like insane i tell u.
when i was reachin the door. she held the pole and lied back 2 like attract my attention then i was like err ok? then she look at me then i like look away.
then her fren also look at me. like in the eyes. i tell u.
I WAS SERIOUSLY GROSSED OUT. AHHHHH LOL.
to top it off. ok nvm i wont say it. it is mean LOL. very mean hahaha

well then i think l8r i might add on hahaha. XD