Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Jesus said, "You believe because I told you I saw you under the fig tree. You shall see greater things than that." He then added, "I tell you the truth, you shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man."

John 1:50-51.

Isn't Jesus talking about the future of Peter?
How bright it is.
Just like the stars which are millions of miles away.
Yet we can look at it each night and be amazed.

Isn't it the same with ourselves?
It seems to me from the verse that Peter definitely would shocked and mesmerized at such big plans Jesus spoke to Him.
When it comes to us.
How willing are we to head to His plan.
To understand and appreciate it.

God, I have nothing more than this. So wouldn't you use my 2 loaves 5 fishes for your glory?

Tuesday, March 2, 2010



Today I was definitely inspired by stairs.
I was walking up the stairs to my place.
And I was noticing my motion.
When it comes to the first step, I usually take it cautiously.
I stop and pause before laying my feet on the solid ground.
Upon lifting up the next
I HAVE to be certain of the ground.
As I step.
I start taking 2 steps and gaining momentum.
Until I reach the end.
And when I reach the end.
The cycle repeats itself.

Isn't our life pretty much the same?
We are on a LONG.
Sometimes twirly, sometimes narrow.
Sometimes predictable yet questionable.
Sometimes uncertain but still faithful.
fleet of stairs.

When we start a floor of stairs,
we never start with booming results.
We begin cautiously.
And when we get into the hang of things,
momentum gains,
and we thrust into a 2 step glide.

God is my foundation on the stairs.
Each step definitely will have to be a step of faith.
who knows how things will work out?
but I go with a heart of Expectation.

here I am. preparing to set into a new culture.



Friday, February 26, 2010









Happy 40th Birthday Mum!
How many times in your life are you 40?
And how great is it but to celebrate it with 2 AWESOME sons. haha.

I am sorry for not getting any present.
But I will make it up to you mum.
Being the best son I can to you.
Excelling even in studies.

But I was just wondering.
Since when did cakes become so nice.
they look so fabulous.
Honestly I have never seen such nice cakes in my waking moments.
Have you?

beauty begins when you allow change to flow from the interior to the exterior.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Hey all!
Long time no post man.

Well for those who don't know I have started working.
Working a restuarant. SEAFOOD PARADISE. As a waiter.
Well the job isn't as great as it may seem.
The place is pretty much packed everyday.

High expectations of service.
Fast paced & Quality filled.
Well I have to agree with what my manager said.
It mainly is the educated ones that act this year.
They expect 2cents of service for every 1cent.
But still they are the ones that make your day a breeze.
Their smiles and appreciation.

Talking about this.
I really like to Thank God.
Without Him. I think I wouldn't have gotten my pay raise.
And also keeping the mentality to put on a Spirit of Excellence each and everyday.
I think that brings out the joy of serving.

don't we expect 2cents out of God at times?


this song is stuck in my head man.
I love the rhythm and lyrics.

Monday, January 25, 2010



I think I have been very selective in my love to others.
To those I am comfortable with I treat them with one kind of love.
To the rest I try to distance myself.

I have been selfish.
I always wonder how did Jesus love the prostitute.
The fact that his unselective love gave him a chance to love everyone equally.
The pharisees despite their internal flaws.
Even his closest buddies, the disciples.

This calls for a change of my belief.
This is no longer something I want to have a stronghold onto.

Dear friend,
I know there are many things we can't agree on.
But just when I thought things were getting better.
Something would just pop it.
Sometimes I really wished thoughts like that would be vanquished.
But no. It is thoughts like these that are faith-testing.
Am I being selfish in asking?
Or is it something that I wish to see so that I will be happy.
Loving you is tough.
But loving others is primary. Loving myself is secondary.

Tapping onto God's power & love.

Sunday, January 17, 2010



Hey guys.

This week really has been hard for me.
But through it all.
Let me just say.

GODCHASERS. Be Bold.
In your prayer life be BOLD.
In your school be BOLD.
In actions be BOLD.

And it does take courage to be BOLD.
Everyone has some form of courage in them.
Dont simply live to exist.
But Live to be LIVING.
And to be like that. Be BOLD.

Jesus was BOLD.
He didn't ask for the bare minimal of God.
He claimed His vision and purpose from God.
And that took Him lots of courage.
Which showed that His actions were BOLD.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Well I am posting right now.

Yea! Right now haha.
It feels rather wrong and awkward to post now.
But oh well. Forget what I feel.

Looks like tomorrow has really come.
All my effort in one year is coming down to a slip of paper.

I believe that whatever I reap tomorrow is God's plan for me.
For His purpose is only for my good.
He opens. He closes.

I will definitely post my results.
Thanks.
"Good or Bad"
"Still thank God"

And well that is my committment and promise tomorrow.
God I will thank you no matter what.
I will thank you even if it is hard.
All creations praises you.
So will I.

Yet-Praising You is what I want to do.
I come with no motive.
God You know that I judge the outside.
But You Lord judge the interior.
And Lord may even my thoughts and actions upon receiving my results please You and Honour You.

Moses did it. Abraham did it. Jesus did it.
And so will Dharmen.