WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL DAY PEOPLE! :D


Hope you guys have been enjoying the past 2 days of the new school term. Haha!

Even as I start my term, it just brings me to realise that I have been in ACS for a really long time.

9.5years. 38 terms. 114 months in total.

I will definitely miss this great school.
The environment. The guys and definitely no forgetting the teachers.
But even as I reach my 10th in these fabulous school of mine.
I pray that I will end off in the right and apporpriate note.

The many memories, emotions, sights, sounds, day-to-day experiences, 1001 lessons learnt. May it stay with me throughout my life.

Though it may be just 4 weeks to my PRELIMS and all. I would just like to hand over these remaining school year up to God in a pray.


God, I thank You for ever giving me these 16years to live on these earth. I thank you for allowing me to spend MORE than half of it in a wonderful school which has been moulded and groomed over time. I thank You for these excellent opportunity. God I would like to hand over the remaining few months into Your loving hands. God I pray and ask that these remaining months may the best ever in my Secondary school years. I ask that I may not live in any regret. Even as I take my O's I pray that whatever difficulties I may encounter, I want to take it on with a spirit of faith. No more using You as a back-up helpline. Provide me the strength to give it all my best and I really really want to use these O's to bring You the glory You deserve. Apart from the O's may Your will be done in me, that I may even choose to follow ever word that You say. Not only in results God, but also in character and day-to-day life. God, You see my fears, I rebuke that in the name of Jesus. I lay them at Your throne. And above it all I lay my life down at the cross, let these few months be ones that I grow from where I was. No more chasing after winds God. But rather chasing after You. I hand over all these into Your loving hands. I pray and ask these in Your precious name.

AMEN.

In the mean time, let my panick of chemistry overwhelm. haha.

Isaish 40:30-31
Even YOUTHS grow tired and weary,

and YOUNG MEN stumble and fall;

But those who hope in the LORD

will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles;

they will run and not grow weary,

they will walk and not be faint.

I actually wanted to type some stuff down. LOL!
But my wonderful memory has failed me as per normal.

But but. This holiday has really been a fun filled one.
Caught up with my dearly beloved long lost friends haha.
Spent awesome time with my small group and cell.
But didnt flirt much with my books. Which SUCKS.
Thats why I am like quite panicky now. haha. Oh great LOL.



This show how seems like those photos of dead =X.
LOL. SORRY JIELONG! HAHAHA.

Sometimes it is very interesting to know about your future.

The future just seems so interesting.

The bright future ahead.

But what can day-dreaming do?

It is a simple thought passing by.

Like what many of the elders always say.

The future is what we make of it.

There is no doubt about that.

And I was just wondering.

How many times have we actually asked God.

What He wants for us. And rather not what we want for ourselves.

I think I have become selfish throughout this period of time.

Egocentric in a way I guess.

"I dont understand. But I still thank You.

I dont understand. But I know You are good.

I dont understand. But I know You're taking this away because You have something better."

Sometimes all we need is a Little Push.

Like now. I need a push.

A little push to get things going.

A little push for this big problem.

A little push to say "Hey is this all that you can give?"

I need that little push. And it has to come from me.
It is like our walk of life. It is us who walks. But God who guides.

What we are motivated by, determines what we are prioritized by.


Psalm 13 : 5 - 6

But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.

I will sing to the LORD,

for he has been good to me.

I cant help but to AGREE WITH THIS PIC. XD

LOL! HAHAHA.

And I think the songs C.S Lewis and Faithful are getting to me.

Today I got back my results.
Parts of it I guess.

Chem : C6
Emaths : C5
Geog : C5
SSH/SS : C6
English : C6

Physics and Amaths are like still being marked so ya.

Personally for me.
It is quite disappointing but not discouraging.
The disappointing part comes in when Parents,Brother & Friends are fixed in to the puzzle.

This could be a Wake-Up Call from Heaven.
Or maybe this could be a Give-Up Answer from me.
But NO!
I say this once. Twice and Thrice.
Giving up is not an option.
Let me transpose this disappointment into something worth it.

Today I went for a run.
I ran from my house to East Coast.
Not an amazing feat.
But the whole idea why I wanted to run was that I needed time to talk to God.
Maybe I am not giving God enough room / space to move.
Usually when life is hard, God is above.
But when it is easy, where have I place You? The One whom so freely loved me.
I thank You for answering my prayers.

Now let me entertain you with my Beautiful Face. <3