Guess what.

I am J to O to Y to F to U to L now

And the reason is because

*Drum Rolls*

I can play the intro of To Know Your Name. and When You Look Me In The Eyes.
LOL.

I feel so pro =X
No lah but seriously speaking.
I really thank God for helping me.
Cause at times I feel quite discouraged when playing songs.
But now i can finally feel a sense of accomplishment =X
Looking forward to what the future holds XD.

3 Nov Tuesday

Went to the school for chemistry

While the lesson was QUITE boring.

Just that my wonderful classmates and our brilliant mouths made the 2hours seem rather enjoyable.

TQ : I am in the Chinese Farmer Clan.

Rest of us : Huh? What talking you?

TQ : It is the best clan in the world. No one can beat them.

Dharmen : I think I just saw a cow fly.

TQ : (Shows usual retarded face) They put melamine in their rice.

Everybody laughs like some donkey.

Then when out to town yet again.

And watched HSM3 again hahaha.

Wow. I tell you the aircon was really cold man. I was like some ice cube.

XD

And I arcarded man. LOL. I feel so honoured LOL.

And I can play the drum game leh. Not bad leh me XD.

Then ate pastamania.

I cant believe after eating the popcorn. I still can manage to fit this down my stomach LOL.

Then took a LONG LONG train ride to meet melina.

Hahaha. Then went to meet stef.

Short time together but was rather cool lol.

Now please listen to my dad's brilliant theory.

"Now at these age is the time you should become fat. Then during army you lose all your fats and become muscular. You look at me. Now with the amount of fats I have if I just go to the gym. Your dad here will become the fittest dad ever."

Mum: " Dont listen to your dad. He is full of utter rubbish"
Rock on mum! LOL. Your theory beats my dad's stupidity (OOPS) =X.

LOL. I know it is quite random to put a train picture in my post.

But lets take a look at a steam train and passion.

When coal is burnt. This fire will increase the temperatures in the chamber.

Then producing steam.

The more the coal we add the longer lasting the fire and heat will last.

And not forgetting the type of coal.

Now lets talk about passion.

Passion is like a fire burning inside of us.

If we dont continue to build upon our passion. To act upon it.

It will eventually die out.

When we are passionate for something wouldnt it produce a reaction.

People will respond to it. Some may be encouraged. Others may be jealous.

When it comes to building on our passion.

How are we going to build on it.

In other words, what are we planning to add to our passion.

Are we going to build upon it contiunously?

Or are we just going to forget about it. When the time comes then we remember it.

When you link both of them up. You will realise that each part of the steam train is somehow related to passion.

This is what I leave as a question. What coal are we using? One from a land that is full of rich nutrient. Or one that is full or thorns and rotting.

Now I would specially like to dedicate this part to Chulien, Melina, Stef, Hanyun, Weiting.

I know at times I may be an idiot.

But thanks for always holding on to my rubbish.

I admit that sometimes I really hurt you all.

But remember no matter how annoying I can be.

How irritating I can be. I still LOVE you sis!

You were my sis. You are my sis and will always be my sis.

XD.

And to Stef & Melina:

The end is near.

The finishing line is drawing nearer and nearer.

Even when you dont feel like drawing.

Look to the skys (ok ceilings) and remember that God is looking down on your work and is very proud.

You will finish it with all confidence.

You will not give up.

You will not say "DIE!"

God is here. Where are you?

JIA YOU STEF AND MELINA.

LOVE YOU GUYS. XD

My Post is here due to POPULAR DEMAND XD
I know you all have been waiting for my post.
But you know what.

It is HERE. WOOHOO!

*Three cheers for them!*


23 Oct Thursday

School was like nothing better to do.
LOL. Was busy laughing along with Jackkee, Ming Tow, Pak Ming and Chng
Wow and also i didnt noe my results were that pro man.
Haha. Its ok.
I will start from this year. I promise. XD
And haha as you all know. Dharmen is a man of his word. So you will definitely see him studying XD.
I played soccer after school man.
Wow. I play until my pants tear and also got injuried.
That is what you call. ROUGH PLAY XD.
Couldnt walk properly for 1 day.
The beautiful weather was just perfect.
The rain just turned me on to sleep man XD.
I didnt just sleep. I SLUMBERED. MUHAHAHA.
And also I got the entire class's autograph XD.

24 Oct Friday

Today went to celebrate Mavin's Birthday

With entire small group XD
Went to New York New York for dinner.
LOL. Free Cotton Candy ROCKS LOL.
Oversized CCs are for attention seekers LOL.
And getting more then 4+ CCs are for thriller seekers.
CC Winner : JACKKEE TAY JACKIE. With a score of 8 CCs
Then Gelare for the cake XD.
Then went to watch HSM3
We went to like kallang leisure park LOL.
I still remember when me and jielong bought the tickets.
Let me quote it to you XD


Counter Girl: How many tickets?
Jielong : Err..
Counter Girl: 3?
Jielong and Me : No lah. 11.
Counter Girl opens here eyes BIG BIG : HUH?!
Me : Yeap. 11

HAHAHA. After finish eatin we were like running to the bus stop.
We were like running like some gang LOL.
After we got off the bus.
We ran and ran and ran.
Everybody stared LOL.
I think they were like thinking we like some gang LOL.
Wow I LOVE THE DANCE MAN.
Rocks lol.
Took the last train home LOL.
*Pls note after this part it might be abit offensive to certain sized people*
LOL. I tell you it was like so interesting to see a bigger size person
RUN TO CATCH THE MRT.

The site was like ONCE in a LIFETIME experience =X


25 Oct Saturday
Had scouts in the morning as usual.
And it ended early WOOHOO!
This is what I told God.
If there is where you want me to go. There I will go.
It is kinda interesting where God wants us to be.
It could be the weirdest place or the most hated place.
But it is still that place.
Was on the mrt back with Melina and Sharon.
And well I didnt expect to talk so much. XD
But still great to see Sharon.

26 Oct Sunday
Lol.
Thx to my brilliant memory I cant seem to remember ...
OH WAIT I REMEMBERED XD
HAHAHA. I have brilliant memory. Seriously too brilliant too be true XD.
At night I went to my cousins' place for a party.
And guess what it was my first time ever playing Mahjong.
And I LOVE IT XD.
P.S I wasnt really playing it was like my cousins' God mum.
Hahahaha she was seriously super cute.
She can like literally remember all our pieces LOL.
And I learnt the 3 most important words of Mahjong "Mo" "Dui" "Png"
LOL. And the pro here won LOL. hahaha
First time player. First time champion. HAHAHA

Then was like talking nonsense at my cousins' rooftop.
With Hilary, Dina, Mavin and one other girl. (Cant remember her name LOL hahaha)
If Hilary saw that she would kill me =X
I cant believe we talked until like 12++ LOL.

And Hilary's new chiwawa is SO CUTE I TELL YOU.
OHMYGOODNESS LAH LOL. It is like PHUNY.
It looks like some oversized hamster LOL.
Just that it is like 1000x CUTER XD.

27 Oct Monday
Monday had a great time.
Went for Godchasers outing
Got alot of things to talk about.
Just that I shall keep it short.
It was more then just the things around
It was what we are doing with our relationships that around us.
Nature them.
Dont lose them.

28 Oct Tuesday
AMATHS EXTRA LESSONS BEGAN XD HAHAHA
Goodness I tell you
I FEEL LIKE SO ACCOMPLISHED MAN
I did like 1% of my Sec 4 Amaths.
I am seriously so smart man XD
Was supposed to go and run
But slept for like 3hours + LOL.
I am seriously too good XD.
So in the end spending time on MSN.
Love you guys who talked to me XD.

29 Oct Wednesday
In your face peeps.
I finished 10% of my SEC4 AMATHS.
Hahahaha.
Pls be jealous. Thank You! XD
Went to swim in the evening.
Not bad man my swimming now =X
Well then spent most my time finishing my current post.
I am absolutely sorry peeps XD.

AND AND AND
As I have many many photos XD.
Yes DHARMEN HERE IS FINALLY MAKING FULL USE OF HIS HP CAMERA.
Pls applaude him XD.
I think the pics I will post slowly slowly.
Bit by Bit. Starting from tomorrow yeap.

Throughout this few days.
I have been thinking.
I firstly would like to apologise to all my sis's which have been like calling fat XD
Yes. F-A-T. Dharmen here is apologising.
Pls feel honoured =X.
No lah but seriously.
Really sorry.
I want to take small steps to getting to be more matured.
I dont know why. But ya.
It may seem like a joke to some.
But its ok. Dharmen will take it somewhat serious XD.
After all someday I will have to lose it.
But I promise I wont lose it completely XD.

There will be alot more coming up this week.
As in post. I think LOL HAHAHA XD

Eyes cant see.
Ears cant hear.
Skins cant feel.
But my Heart longs after everything You offer.

Sometimes what you say. Doesnt always telly with you do.
You always leave me hanging there. Thinking.

I LOVE YOU GRANDMUM!

haha. will come back home and say more XD.

Things that need to be done :

• Reservation (Done)
• B'day cake
• Movie Tickets
• Meet up
• Confirmation
• Quiet Time

hahah. later at night I will post everything XD.

BORED.

Four words.
Bored TO THE MAX.
Goodness today I am seriously BORED.
Partically did nothing.
I think the funnest thing I did today was to sleep.
I slept from 415 -7.
I am proud man. My alarm had no effect on me. LOL
That is how tired / bored I was.
I was actually supposed to go for my run / swim
But thanks to the rain.
Couldnt LOL.
I think tomorrow I will be aiming to run to ECP.
Woohoo. I can do it. YES I CAN XD.


Today in school. DIDNT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
( P. S THX SIS FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO SPELL ABSOLUTELY CORRECTLY XD)
Watched click in school.
Then recess.
Then had a talk about science courses.
I passed both pure sciences and will be staying in pure sciences.
But then am I making a right decision?
If I drop to combined I will confirm get my A1.
But then if I can take pure. Why not right?
I am willingly to take up the challenge.
But the people around me dont seem to be happy about it.
Hmmmm.
Just hope that as a friend. Hope you would be supportive of my choice eh?
It is not a matter of pride. It is a matter of taking a chance of this opportunity.
No point regretting over such a matter.


How can I make myself more colourful?
I desire to be like the nature of this world.
The beauty.
The youth.
The glory.
Each day brings new things.
Pleasant. Unpleasant.
Laughs. Smiles.
Pain. Stabs.
Fights. Arugements.
This world will fade.
But let me be the best I can on this world.
I may miss it. But let me know I have seen it to my max.
Take me somewhere. Somewhere I am be to.



OK GUYS.
I dont know why. I think I love SWITCHFOOT SONGS LOL.
They are loved man. HAHA XD.
Go and listen to them =X.

THIS IS YOUR LIFE.
ARE YOU WHO YOU WANT TO BE.
DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES.

Whatever you say. I am still your friend. Dont escape that fact.

Hey there XD

Yeap I know. I know.
You all must be missing my posts.
Who wouldnt? XD
Well. I shall start from Saturday. XD

18 Oct Saturday

Went for scouts in the morning.
It was rather boring.
I found it like always the same old thing over and over again.
No difference. haha.
But still I will enjoy my time in Scouts
And well. Thank to my marvellous Scouts. My Current O Lvl Score = - 2
XD. A1 for CCA.
Service began to lead me back to YI camp last year.
I question myself. Could it be that is really my goal?
Yes I admit I have certain doubts.
But then again. A doubtful man will go no where.
I just pray that I will be a humble servant.
Use me anyway you want.
And always we SIGNED THE CELLGROUP CONAVENT.
It was really very interestingly done.
Went to botantical gardens.
After that Melina, Chulien and Ray Hoe and ME.
Went to Funan to have "SUPPER".
Hahaha. Had a rather interesting talk.

19 Oct Sunday
Ok. Had tuition.
Then went out with Weiting and Madeline. LOL.
Went to town LOL. Yet again =X.
Interesting time there.
As usual. Act Cute will be act cute.

20 Oct Monday

Dont be jealous when I tell you all these news ah.
I had NO SCHOOL. hahaha.
So woke up late. AS USUAL HAHA.
Then had tuition.
After then went to find Weiting and Laypeng.
Helped laypeng with her project LOL. Haha.
Then went to Weiting's place.
My Chinese really never fails to impress anyone LOL. =X

21 Oct Tuesday

Today went back to school.
Got back a copy of my report card.
Quite ok lah. But I know that I can do better.
Then Muttons to Midnight came to our school.
(If you are wondering who are they. They are the 98.7FM DJs)
After school played soccer.
My wonderful uniform was like DRENCHED.
I didnt know I could sweat so much.
It was like totally wet man.
Thankfully I brought my tanktop to change to LOL.
Then went to island creamery.
To meet the princesses and become their delivery boy.
Aint I just so nice. My service to society. XD

Well this is my updated scores:

English B4
Chinese C6
AMaths B4
Maths A2
Chem B4
Physics A2
Combined Humans C6
Geo B4

L1R4 :16
L1R5 :20

(I wonder which school will take me in LOL =X)

Thank You for giving me this marks.
I really couldnt have done it without You.
I really want to learn how to praise You even when it is difficult or hard to.
Take away my pride.
Cast it all out.

Society. Community. Family. Friends.
How much have we done for each one of them?
"You might be the only Bible your friends read."
This thought just popped into my mind today.
Well isnt it really much true.
We are salt and light to the world.
But if salt isnt added to our food.
Would our food taste good?
I doubt so. It might be tasteless.
Imagine if you had no light.
Would we even be able to see.
I dont wish to have any blockages between this world.
Let me be able to speak out.
And be myself completely to them.
Sometimes my actions and words speak for itself. That I am not who I say I am.
Let me be myself.
I want to be Me, I and Myself.
No one esle do I want to be.
But it is really hard at times.
Thats why I ask. Take away all these walls.

Sometimes it is harder to say the things that we need to say rather than the things we want to say. Isnt it true?

I've got my hands at redemption's side Whose scars are bigger than these doubts of mine.

Sometimes I just wish I could tell you.

Today was quite a simple day.
I guess.
But a day can never be simple cause everyday is unique XD.



Got back all results.
Went to orchard.
Went to look for my shirt.
Ate at subway LOL.
Came back.

Now I am seriously very very tired man. LOL
Must be due to my fittest routine.
Running up and down town LOL. haha
When to town with.
Shawn, Jackkee, Nic Wong, Jon Gan, Jin
and not forgetting our top class suck-up. WEIYUNG <3>
hahaha. YOU DIDNT SEE ANYTHING.



After the whole group of them left.
I went walking around myself.
Was rather interesting.
Spent alot of alone time with myself. haha
Took some interesting pics which speak alot to me.
Despite all the noise that was around me.
Today was a very quiet day to me.
In my heart. In my soul.



While here are my results.
I am really happy with them
Cause they not mine. They are simply His.



English : B3
Chinese : C6
Physics : B3
Chem : C6
Geo : B4
Combined Humans : C5
Emaths : A2
Amaths : A2

L1R5 : 19
L1R4 : 14

Take a look at the pics XD.

TO MY DEAREST SIS : This is specially dedicated to you



See No Evil. Speak No Evil. Hear No Evil.
Jackkee looks like he is like some super shy guy LOL! hahaha


While this is the pic that speaks alot to me XD.


Any idea what shop is it? XD


I like this effect LOL. haha.

16 Oct.

Today is 16th Oct.
And it is a Thursday.
Woohoo. Let us all CLAP OUR HANDS.
And Thank Today.


While today I had my kayaking.
It was rather boring. =X
Not really as exciting as compared to OBS.
I give it a 6.5 / 10 stars. haha
Paired up with Jackkee.
We owned the waters LOL.
Second.

Hahaha. It is really very funny when people capsize LOL.
Some people scream. Some people panick.
For me I will simply laugh =X.
BUT TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
I saw someone SQUEAK. LOL HAHAHA.
Jackkee and me couldnt stop laughing.
It was seriously a joke.
When my friend came out of the water. He was laughing. HAHAHA.
While we were partically rafting up most of the time.
So didnt really got a chance to kayak properly ya lol.
But guess what people.
DHARMEN GOT BACK HIS TAN LINE.


I dont know why.
But I am really very happy to be in my school.
Despite all the rowdiness and ahbeng-ness.
They never fail to put smiles on your face.
One fine example would be the capsizing.
Another one would be when we were keeping back our kayak.
There were a group of Gan Eng Seng Girls that were like looking at us.
While I am not saying anything. XD

Then when I was on the bus back to school.
The group of us suddenly started talking about our sleep.
Then we slowly disgress to what we sleep with.
While then we started asking. "Do You Sleep With a Boster?"
Then we asked " Next time will you rather hug your wife or your boster?"
LOL HAHA. Great imagination eh.

Come to think about it.
Are there things that we cant simply let go off in our lives?
It may be it could be our past? Something that means alot to us?
Or simply something we do not wish to overcome.
And to move along in our lives.
I agree that it may be hard.
I agree that nothing is easy.
I fully agree that words are more simple than actions.
But then yet again.
If that thing is affecting us. And we recognise it.
Shouldnt be secure our faith and foundation in God that He may help us through.
Be it thick or thin. He is with us through it all.



Like this pic.
The yellow ball is a waterpolo ball.
And if you see it closely.
The ball is not going anywhere.
The wave cant push it because it is simply rolling.
It rolls the opposite way round.
Arent we something like that?
We like it the way we are.
We do not want to move anywhere.
We like it on our side.
But once a strong opposing force hits us.
There will we go. Continue flowing.
These would then become a tough struggle for us.
A build up of stubborness and pride.
While when you think about it.
Doesnt that ball represent something that we want to hold on to in our lives?
Neither wanting to let go nor overcome?

Hope today's post was something meaningful to you.

In case you were wondering.
LOL. Of course I have a boster. haha
It has been with me since I was 7 ( I think =X)
Hug it every night. XD
I feel rather umcomfortable sleeping without it. haha XD.
And our dear friend Jackkee said this
" I will place my boster between me and my wife next time"
Then I replied : " I think you dont need to get married like that"
Well. For me I think my wife would become my boster next time =X.
I feel sorry for her. LOL. My drool will be all over her.
OK ENOUGH DHARMEN LOL HAHA XD.