16 Oct.

Today is 16th Oct.
And it is a Thursday.
Woohoo. Let us all CLAP OUR HANDS.
And Thank Today.


While today I had my kayaking.
It was rather boring. =X
Not really as exciting as compared to OBS.
I give it a 6.5 / 10 stars. haha
Paired up with Jackkee.
We owned the waters LOL.
Second.

Hahaha. It is really very funny when people capsize LOL.
Some people scream. Some people panick.
For me I will simply laugh =X.
BUT TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
I saw someone SQUEAK. LOL HAHAHA.
Jackkee and me couldnt stop laughing.
It was seriously a joke.
When my friend came out of the water. He was laughing. HAHAHA.
While we were partically rafting up most of the time.
So didnt really got a chance to kayak properly ya lol.
But guess what people.
DHARMEN GOT BACK HIS TAN LINE.


I dont know why.
But I am really very happy to be in my school.
Despite all the rowdiness and ahbeng-ness.
They never fail to put smiles on your face.
One fine example would be the capsizing.
Another one would be when we were keeping back our kayak.
There were a group of Gan Eng Seng Girls that were like looking at us.
While I am not saying anything. XD

Then when I was on the bus back to school.
The group of us suddenly started talking about our sleep.
Then we slowly disgress to what we sleep with.
While then we started asking. "Do You Sleep With a Boster?"
Then we asked " Next time will you rather hug your wife or your boster?"
LOL HAHA. Great imagination eh.

Come to think about it.
Are there things that we cant simply let go off in our lives?
It may be it could be our past? Something that means alot to us?
Or simply something we do not wish to overcome.
And to move along in our lives.
I agree that it may be hard.
I agree that nothing is easy.
I fully agree that words are more simple than actions.
But then yet again.
If that thing is affecting us. And we recognise it.
Shouldnt be secure our faith and foundation in God that He may help us through.
Be it thick or thin. He is with us through it all.



Like this pic.
The yellow ball is a waterpolo ball.
And if you see it closely.
The ball is not going anywhere.
The wave cant push it because it is simply rolling.
It rolls the opposite way round.
Arent we something like that?
We like it the way we are.
We do not want to move anywhere.
We like it on our side.
But once a strong opposing force hits us.
There will we go. Continue flowing.
These would then become a tough struggle for us.
A build up of stubborness and pride.
While when you think about it.
Doesnt that ball represent something that we want to hold on to in our lives?
Neither wanting to let go nor overcome?

Hope today's post was something meaningful to you.

In case you were wondering.
LOL. Of course I have a boster. haha
It has been with me since I was 7 ( I think =X)
Hug it every night. XD
I feel rather umcomfortable sleeping without it. haha XD.
And our dear friend Jackkee said this
" I will place my boster between me and my wife next time"
Then I replied : " I think you dont need to get married like that"
Well. For me I think my wife would become my boster next time =X.
I feel sorry for her. LOL. My drool will be all over her.
OK ENOUGH DHARMEN LOL HAHA XD.

Hey there one and all
Well. Today I stayed at home.
The whole day. I know I am so guai. XD
haha. today did nothing much.
but it was still quite interesting.
Played my wife.
Made Tuna Sandwich LOL (Chef-To-Be)
Read through all YOUR blogs XD
Watched TV.
Hang X'Mas Lights.
Went for my daily excerise.
LOL.
I ran 3km. haha. SERIOUSLY TOO FIT LE. XD
then went to the playground and sat with my auntie and talked.

This is what I came to my realisation as I talked to her.
My neighbourhood has alot more than meets the eye.
My friends I used to play with when I was young.
I realised a desperation cry.
Broken families.
Affairs.
Lack of family members.
Relationships. BGF Love.
Has life become much to revolved around such matters?
Has life's definition been changed?

Sometimes when we run.
I am sure that everyone will find an easy way out right?
While life sometimes is like that eh?
We always try to look for shortcuts.
But when we realise the shortest of cuts are usually the longest.
Come to think about it.
Life is cannot be based on shortcuts.
There are no shortcuts in doing things in life.
No one can escape difficult times.
No one can escape from making decisions.
No one can escape age.
(P.S as I was running while this thoughts just came to mind)

Today as I was watching TV
I was watching Emperor's New School LOL.
haha i shall QUOTE THIS PART LOL

"There are 3 stages of Stress.
1. Denial
2. Panick
3. Acceptance

HAHA. it is true leh
So people if you are stessed LOL.
So always remember to keep in mind which stage are you on. haha XD.

Now lets have the wonderful pictures so the talking XD
LETS WELCOME PICTURE 1! *APPLAUSE*

I really seem to like this type of effect.


Pro photo-taker will always be pro XD.


this is what you call MASTER-PIECE HAHA.


wow. LOL. I bet you all are ATTRACTED TO IT XD


Say Hello to my collage. IT IS THE BEST MONEY CAN BUY XD.


I fear no understanding. Cause God helps me understand
I fear no man. Cause God is King over all.
I fear no lie. Cause God tells me the truth.
There is lots more than meets the eye.

Hey I would like to apologise.
I am sorry that sorry much not be enough at times.
But as a friend. I humbly admit it.
Pls forgive me.

14 Oct XD

hey there!

as all of you can see my new skin.
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON IT XD. haha

moving along.
I will simply sum up all of my days activities

LAST FRIDAY : 10 OCT.
went to play bball at CCK.
with kenneth, zhulien (BE AMAZED. SHE WASNT THE BALL SURPRISINGLY)
jasper, cheryl, tiffinany. yeap XD.
it was actually supposed to be a bball playing.
in the end turned out into SLACKING AT KENNETH'S HSE.
learnt a new card game. it is super fun.

LAST SAT : 11 OCT
met with jasper in the morning
then went to Church.
God spoke to me deeply
it really encouraged me to go the extra mile to love everyone around me. no matter how difficult.
it is rather interesting how God works.
He goes beyond simple words.
Instead He shows upon the cross. the Bible and not forgetting our lives.

LAST SUN : 12 OCT
went out LOL. shopping.
i know it sounds rather weird. but yeap went shopping in town.
with melina, jasper and wilson.
HAHAHA. it was seriously stupid and fun LOL.

THIS MON : 13 OCT
went out with melina YET AGAIN. horrible man LOL.
bought my jeans XD lol hahaha. thx stupid fat pig for the 10% off.
then yet again went to town LOL.
then met jasper and chulien. melina pang sayed us LOL. PSK.
after then went to celebrate laypeng's bday.
but had to leave early haha.
HAPPY BURPDAY LAYPENG!

Today : 14 OCT
you got it right.
I WENT OUT WITH MELINA AGAIN. SIAO MAN.
such a torture man LOL. from friday till today meeting her.
DA HORROR!
yet again bought something haha.
thx alot chulien n melina for the opinion.
really like it alot. haha
then came home early lol.
went to swim.

BTW PEOPLE. ALL THE PICTURES CAN BE FOUND BELOW. BUT PLS CARRY ON READING XD

the past few days were really very enjoyable
from morning blues to afternoon sprees and night MSN hyperness.
sometimes i may not say how much i appreciate you guys.
but the truth is that. THX ALOT GUYS. LOVE YA ALL.

while i will be getting back my results in about 3 days.
no matter how bad or good i do.
i promise myself to give it all back to God.
cause i know i couldnt havent have dont it without Him

TO EVERYBODY WHO IS GOIN TO RECIEVE YOUR RESULTS.
all the best peeps.
watever you have done. you did.
all you can do is to learn from the mistakes. and move along.
no matter what. God is always proud of your results.
cause He sees your heart and not your marks.
be contented.

I was simply swimming jus now.
and it was interesting how much a small period of time.
so many things you can think about.
in our smallest request to God. God answers us bigger then we can imagine.
He lets us decide the decision we want to make today.tomorrow. everyday.
What decision are you going to make today?
I asked. He answered to listen.
I listened. He gave me assurance.
I believe. He holds me.

I want to let go of my old self.
Refresh me.

10 OCT FRIDAY PICS

on the way to kenneth's house.

the CMI act cute club XD



oh no! my handsome face made the pic nice XD



me. cheryl and the extra ZHULIEN


the two emo kids are up in front LOL



me cheryl and yet again the extra ZL



kenneth and his lousy hosting LOL =X



Sexy SUNSET. taken wif 2.0megapixs HP LOL



LOL wonderful game.




Praise n Worship practise at PinFen's place



11 OCT SATURDAY

meet the 6 guitars LOL. found mine?




stef's huge auntie specs. XD



the attack of the stripes. O.O



12 OCT SUNDAY

LOL hahaha. facisinating workout


IF U LOOK CLOSELY THE PERSON on the left most is a guy when it is supposed 2 be an all gal thing LOL.


MY FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES O.O LOL


ARTISITIC SHOT BY ME XD

HELLO
ELLO
BELLOW
YELLOW
HEY-LOW


hahah is it jus me or tt my life i gettin really very dramama LOL
like seriously LOL
let me begin by sayin my display nic on my msn is really thx 2 somethin tt happened 2day.
ok ytd (WEDNESDAY) i took my emaths paper 1 and CME paper
LOL i tell u
the emaths paper it was something i couldnt have done wifout God's help
i managed to do everything. ok except for 6 marks but then it was really very interesting.
then the CME paper i tell u ah.
was seriously funny LOL. my class was the latest 2 start and we were the 1st 2 finish LOL.
n guess wat i finished the paper in 8mins LOL. i feel so proud of myself XD
everybody was like laughin at the paper. the questions were seriously FUNNY NONSENSE LOL
while then aft tt i went 4 tuition then tts abt sums up my day.


then came 2day (THURSDAY)
cuz u noe being chinese paper 2. LOL it was slackin session. seriously lol
b4 went 2 sch was like playin psp LOL.
this is part which is the reason behind the "harsh" display name.
as i boarded the mrt i walked towards the place whr 2 carriages combine. the metal part ya.
then suddenly this guy collapsed.
when he collapsed i was seriously so stunned. i really didnt have anythin 2 say. i was partically stoning.
cuz i thought he had fits tts y when a person has fits u cant help him.
but then aft abt 10-15sec i knew he had fainted n i went 2 help him up.
n together wif this other dunman high guy who managed to bring him up.
then i asked the dunman high guy 4 water n really thxfully the guy managed 2 drink up the water n at the speed he drank the water he looked like he had dehydration.
but i tell u i was SERIOUSLY SO FREAKING ANGRY.
u noe when the guy FAINTED EVERYBODY ARD HIM JUS WALKED AWAY.
THEY DIDNT CARE ABT TT MAN.
THIS AUNTY OR UNCLE WHEN HE WAS FAINTING DIDNT EVEN HOLD ON2 HIM as he fainted on2 his shoulders.
INSTEAD HE JUS RUN 2 THE POLE N ACTING AS THOUGH NTH HAPPENED.
THEN NOBODY EVEN BOTHERED. PPL SITTING DOWN DIDNT EVEN GO N OFFER HELP IN STEAD THEY JUS moved their legs.
at tt point of time i seriously couldnt take it. my blood was boiling
i was like shocked. so wat if the guy is a construction worker?
SO WHAT IF HE MIGHT NOT BE CHINESE?
SO WHAT IF HE ISNT A SINGAPOREAN?
HE IS A HUMAN. HE DESERVES TO BE TREATED FAIRLY WIF JUSTICE.
STUPID SINGAPOREANS AND THEIR STUPID SELFISH ATTITUDES.
IF IT WAS THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS WOULDNT THEY HAVE RAN AND CAUGHT THEM?
BUT NO.
wat KIND OF DEVELOPED COUNTRY IS THIS?
IF THIS R HOW THINGS R GOIN 2 BE THEN I CAN SAY SINGAPORE IS NOT MY HOMETOWN.
i m DISGRACED BY SUCH ACTS.
SUCH UNCARING AND BO CHUP-NESS.

SOMEMORE OLDER GENERATIONS STILL COMPLAIN TT OUR CURRENT GENERATION IS PAMPERED AND UNCARING. WHILE THEN SCREW OFF. LOOK AT THIS FINE EXAMPLE THERE WERE ONLY A FEW STUDENTS ON BOARD THE MRT
THE MRT WAS LIKE PACKED WIF WORKING ADULTS.
WAT DID THEY DO?
STARE AND GOT BACK 2 THEIR OWN THINGS.
some even RAN AWAY.
seriously lah.
i m seriously angry.
i really 1ed 2 shout "OI YOU ALL THINK WHAT HE NOT HUMAN AH!"
but then i held it back until i met seeto and said "WHA I TELL U AH SINGAPOREANS ARE ALL SELFISH UNGRACIOUS DOGS!" "I M DISRGRACED 2 CALL MYSELF A SINGAPOREAN"
THEN EVERYBODY REALLY JUS STARED AT ME.
i was like COULDNT BE BOTHERED. SO WAT IF THEY STARE. WAT CAN THEY DO? THROW ME 2 COURT? IMMATURED IDIOTS.
SELF-CENTRED NESS
SELF PRIDE
UNGRACIOUSNESS
SELF BEFORE OTHERS.
WAT IS THIS COUNTRY BECOMING TO?!
this is jus the beginning.
there is still alot more to add.
skimpy dressing = fashion
and the list goes on.


i realised tt i can nvr stop LOL hahaha
but then sleep is like way more impt. XD

God i ask that you guide me today.
i want to change.
i dont 1 2 be some1 i m not.
i want 2 be me.
whether people like me or not.
i noe that You will n forever will.

say hello to my breakfast LOL

say hello 2 my BUDGET LUNCH LOL

say hello to my other breakfast LOL

thanks. thanks. thanks

hello XD.
finally 2 more papers XD.
if u include CME, yes CME. the retarted 30mins paper LOL
then it will become 3 LOL.
if you didnt noe CME can tell the difference between a pro liar from a hopeless liar LOL
jus like a game of BLUFF.
(FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW WHAT IS BLUFF. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE : it is a card game where you have to finish using all ur cards by bluffing or telling the truth)
LOL talkin abt bluff i think i feel like playin cards all of a sudden LOL.
nevermind exams ending YES. ENDING XD.
in your face. hahaha XD

talking about exams. i began to realise alot of things when studying. LOL


1. YOUR BUTT CAN SWEAT
- Yes I am serious. you sit down on a chair for about 2-5hrs you will realise that it will be wet. LOL.


2. YOU WILL REALISE YOU TRUE POTENTIAL
- when you study and study. and study more. You will realise what do you like and what do you not like. LOL. like for example. when studying for a subject you dont like you will find that you will find excuses to skip stuff and furthermore slack off. LOL


3. DHARMEN HAS HIGH CONCENTRATION LEVELS
- i think i made history. i studied from 2pm-1am without getting distracted. and only leaving my sweaty chair to eat and use the toilet. TADA! I BROKE A NEW WORLD RECORD. IN YOUR FACE NOOBS! HAHAHA


okok. moving along. the amaths paper was expectially easy. like seriously even though i left 16marks worth of questions blank but the rest were do-able LOL. Dharmen was a happy man after and during the paper. but really I thank God for allowing me to hold the world record for that 11hrs of studying. XD and i noe i did that for Him n not for me. and that honestly brings me the greatest joy.



this part is a special part i would specially like to dedicate to everyone who is my dear friend. my bro. my sis. n simply someone who means a great deal to me.


I would like to say THANKS. HEARTFELT THANKS FOR EVERY SINGLE THING.
even though sometimes i usually get carried away by my crazy old self. thx for being so patient
despite the countless number of times i am immatured and childish. thx for enjoying it and absorbing it
the million and one nonsensical things i bring up. thx for listening
thx for the times for listening to me speak out.
whether in time of need or difficulties
thx for the love which you all so freely give.
sometimes i jus go overboard but thx for pulling my thoughts put in and giving me somethings i should hear at that point of time.
the no. of hours each of you spend just to talk to me
the encouragement and motivation I really need at certain point in times
the countless number of times i insult and disturb and yet join in
despite for the amt of trouble i give you.
the list and go on forever and ever however,
more importantly.

Thank You for giving them to me.
everyone of them for a very special purpose in my life.
each of them with their unique and difference.
i pray that I will also give back to them as what they have poured onto me. just like how you poured onto me.

thank you are the only words that I can use to elaborate my thanks.

THANKS A MILLION FOR
EVERY SINGLE THING.

this world has nothing for me. I surrender all.

BIG TIME HELLO TO ALL MY PEEPS YO!
hahaha
srry tt was awfully random.
ok in abt 7hr30mins time i will be taking my chem paper.
hope I can do it.
while hmm.
considering today. i didnt really do anythin much really. studied. ate. slacked. MSNed. studied. ate. ok tts all i guess haha.
but still come to think abt it. even if a person says tt he/she might have yet a same all boring day.
i doubt tt.
cuz think abt u. u dont exactly do the same things everythin.
u dont talk abt the same things everyday.
u dont say the same things everyday
n well the list goes on. n i m sure u get it. XD

i was actually planning to blog this on friday jus tt. THX TO SOMEPEOPLE I COULDNT BLOG LOL HAHAHAH XD.
while cuz i was on my journey 2 my tuition teachers hse. n while i was stoning as usual.
imagine taking bus from Chua Chu Kang to Geylang.
i noe u must be thinking y of all places geylang. tt is the rough dist LOL.
OH NO I JUS RMBED LOL. on friday i travelled like ends to ends of SINGAPORE LOL.
hahaha i feel so proud of myself haha. LOL
okok srry for the randomness LOL. it is jus tt i travelled alot of distance.
alot of things really do happen on public transport.
it is like the VOICE OF THE PEOPLE.
seriously. i mean it literally.
when on bus ppl fight with bus conducter cuz the conducter nvr stop at his stop. (he didnt press his bell) the passenger say until 1 2 call police.
brilliant examples of Singaporeans XD.
another thing was tt i dont noe i find it quite interesting and funny.
it was on the mrt LOL. (YES I TRAVELLED ALOT OK. SMRT MUST BE LIKE HOW HAPPY. I DONATED LIKE 2bucks plus 2 them. XD i feel so helpful XD)
then thr were this 2 aunties they were talkin abt "XIAN ZAI DE SHE HUI" (in english : the present culture of today) they were talkin n chinese n i was not eavesdroppin i was jus simply listening to the PEOPLE'S VIEW HAHAHA XD.
then they were talkin abt the way how girls n guys behave. how girls dress.
then at the point whr 1 auntie left the mrt this gal who was like wearing this dress. n this dress was supposed 2 be worn wif like a pants. then she was like dancing. then the funny was tt the aunty started frowning LOL. it was super funny =X.
then NEXT STOP. wha i tell u seriously ah so concidence leh. this 4 gals were like talking abt their dressing n they dressed up quite nicely. then i was like thinkin abt wat the auntie said. then i burst out in2 laughter LOL. it was seriously super funny.
the concidence LOL.

i really cant wait for my exams to be over lol.
alot of things are waiting for me to be done.
but i shall not hurry. Let time have its way.
thr is a time for everythin. but everythin is in the time of God.
brings me to thinking abt troubles.
during the coldest nights. darkness nights. roughest storms. strongest winds.
wat will u be doing?
trying to escape reality of the truth.
or hold up ur armour and face it.
this is something i jus wish to say to You.
when i face it. no matter what may come i will be willingly.
my heart may be against but i will still head towards You.
curses, doubt and misery may come. but 4giveness overtakes.
i dont noe when it may come.
but i jus want to say hold me tight Lord and nvr let me go.
it may be soon it may be late. but through it all. thr You are. lifted on high.

interesting rite. something when you start you can nvr stop.
but now.
i listen. i hear. i desire to learn more then talk.
You do the talking in my life.
how we been caught up to much with our request tt we 4get tt God 1s is for us to listen.
now is a time when the tides change. when we take our foot n step higher.
against all odds we rise to take our place.

on a lighter note.
i think i m tired LOL hahaha
ok pure randomness.
n also LOL.
MY WIFE I WILL SPEND MORE TIME WIF U AFT MY EXAMS I PROMISE XD

wonderful day
wonderful time
wonderful songs
wonderful smile
wonderful cries
wonderful frens
wonderful everything
but
PREFECTLY WONDERFUL GOD.

sry i m feelin kinda weird right now lol.
i dont noe whether it was the thing i ate or ... LOL.

as u all would have known my exams are currently goin on.
n while in all these stress n business. thr is jus somethin i would like 2 share.
if u all rmb during my mid yrs i got a F9 for my combined humans (SS + Hist)
then this monday i took my paper.
n all i can is WOW.
cuz on sunday i was panicking as i was studyin as i didnt really touched my SS and Hist books.
for SS the thing tt i was studying had crashed and burn.
when my fren called 2 tell me tt the thing is not coming out. so i was like. oh no ok.
but despite this thing i still was laughin n joyful.
thr was these senere peace inside of me.
then for hist i jus read the chpts i felt like reading.
so i was really panicking. i felt like giving up.
it was like against all odd of me to rmb everythin.
then the following morning i was on the mrt so i was jus glancin thru my SS book then i was readin thru a certain chpt and in my heart i knew tt this question would come out and when i looked at my Hist book thr was jus reassuring voice tt this question will come out.
cuz my first paper was SS followed by Hist. so it was 2 papers on 1 day. no surprise haha
then when i flipped my SS paper. the exact same questions tt i heard came out. i rmb i was like smiling at the paper.
(BTW it is a thoery 2 smile @ the paper. 101% cfm can do 1 LOL)
then when it was Hist paper. the same thing happened.
i was super happy. i rmb smilin thru the paper.

but this is the thing.
i rmb on sunday i was practially kneeling n ask God 2 help me. literally.
i kept on prayin n prayin. i was feelin quite down n weak
it was like i was goin 2 fight a war which i was alrdy defeated which hadnt even began
on monday morning. the thought of failing couldnt stop.
but God really picked me up. He held me with His hands and took away my burdens and granted me peace.
and i would like to say Thank You So Much. I dont noe whether this words are big enuff. But i noe u heard them.
then came 2day chinese paper 1. while it was also a miracle then i noe was only made possible by the 1 and only.
cuz 2day supposed 2 be emaths paper 1 with chinese paper 1 but maths got pushed back so ya.
while i think i btr go n study. feelin quite uncertain right now for no apparent reason.

THIS PART IS DEDICATED TO THE PRINCESSES : (you noe who u r XD)
go ISLAND CREAMERY BO JIO WAT IS THIS MANNNN.
leave me to one corner
to rot
to collect dust
and to be forgotten
THIS GUY HERE IS SAD. T_T
VERY SAD.
its ok. i understand T_T
but at least u had fun wifout the lightbulb here T_T.

OK LEAVIN THOSE HEARTLESS PEOPLE ASIDE.
haha great news people.
DHARMEN THE PRO HAS JUS CUT HIS HAIR AND NOW HIS FRINGE IS LIKE TO THE LEFT LOL.
PLS CLAP UR HANDS PEOPLE. WELCOME THE SHUAI GE.
OH YES YES YES.
talkin abt SHUAI GE.
cuz u noe everyday i take the mrt. then i usually chg train at city hall 2 go newton.
then will have like ppl board in n out.
then on the mrt these 2 gals boarded. then they walked past me but then i couldnt be bothered cuz u noe Dharmen is very busy XD
then when the train was reachin newton this 2 gals walked past me again jus tt they were at the door.
1 of them was like on her fone n the other 1 was like insane i tell u.
when i was reachin the door. she held the pole and lied back 2 like attract my attention then i was like err ok? then she look at me then i like look away.
then her fren also look at me. like in the eyes. i tell u.
I WAS SERIOUSLY GROSSED OUT. AHHHHH LOL.
to top it off. ok nvm i wont say it. it is mean LOL. very mean hahaha

well then i think l8r i might add on hahaha. XD