HELLO
ELLO
BELLOW
YELLOW
HEY-LOW


hahah is it jus me or tt my life i gettin really very dramama LOL
like seriously LOL
let me begin by sayin my display nic on my msn is really thx 2 somethin tt happened 2day.
ok ytd (WEDNESDAY) i took my emaths paper 1 and CME paper
LOL i tell u
the emaths paper it was something i couldnt have done wifout God's help
i managed to do everything. ok except for 6 marks but then it was really very interesting.
then the CME paper i tell u ah.
was seriously funny LOL. my class was the latest 2 start and we were the 1st 2 finish LOL.
n guess wat i finished the paper in 8mins LOL. i feel so proud of myself XD
everybody was like laughin at the paper. the questions were seriously FUNNY NONSENSE LOL
while then aft tt i went 4 tuition then tts abt sums up my day.


then came 2day (THURSDAY)
cuz u noe being chinese paper 2. LOL it was slackin session. seriously lol
b4 went 2 sch was like playin psp LOL.
this is part which is the reason behind the "harsh" display name.
as i boarded the mrt i walked towards the place whr 2 carriages combine. the metal part ya.
then suddenly this guy collapsed.
when he collapsed i was seriously so stunned. i really didnt have anythin 2 say. i was partically stoning.
cuz i thought he had fits tts y when a person has fits u cant help him.
but then aft abt 10-15sec i knew he had fainted n i went 2 help him up.
n together wif this other dunman high guy who managed to bring him up.
then i asked the dunman high guy 4 water n really thxfully the guy managed 2 drink up the water n at the speed he drank the water he looked like he had dehydration.
but i tell u i was SERIOUSLY SO FREAKING ANGRY.
u noe when the guy FAINTED EVERYBODY ARD HIM JUS WALKED AWAY.
THEY DIDNT CARE ABT TT MAN.
THIS AUNTY OR UNCLE WHEN HE WAS FAINTING DIDNT EVEN HOLD ON2 HIM as he fainted on2 his shoulders.
INSTEAD HE JUS RUN 2 THE POLE N ACTING AS THOUGH NTH HAPPENED.
THEN NOBODY EVEN BOTHERED. PPL SITTING DOWN DIDNT EVEN GO N OFFER HELP IN STEAD THEY JUS moved their legs.
at tt point of time i seriously couldnt take it. my blood was boiling
i was like shocked. so wat if the guy is a construction worker?
SO WHAT IF HE MIGHT NOT BE CHINESE?
SO WHAT IF HE ISNT A SINGAPOREAN?
HE IS A HUMAN. HE DESERVES TO BE TREATED FAIRLY WIF JUSTICE.
STUPID SINGAPOREANS AND THEIR STUPID SELFISH ATTITUDES.
IF IT WAS THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS WOULDNT THEY HAVE RAN AND CAUGHT THEM?
BUT NO.
wat KIND OF DEVELOPED COUNTRY IS THIS?
IF THIS R HOW THINGS R GOIN 2 BE THEN I CAN SAY SINGAPORE IS NOT MY HOMETOWN.
i m DISGRACED BY SUCH ACTS.
SUCH UNCARING AND BO CHUP-NESS.

SOMEMORE OLDER GENERATIONS STILL COMPLAIN TT OUR CURRENT GENERATION IS PAMPERED AND UNCARING. WHILE THEN SCREW OFF. LOOK AT THIS FINE EXAMPLE THERE WERE ONLY A FEW STUDENTS ON BOARD THE MRT
THE MRT WAS LIKE PACKED WIF WORKING ADULTS.
WAT DID THEY DO?
STARE AND GOT BACK 2 THEIR OWN THINGS.
some even RAN AWAY.
seriously lah.
i m seriously angry.
i really 1ed 2 shout "OI YOU ALL THINK WHAT HE NOT HUMAN AH!"
but then i held it back until i met seeto and said "WHA I TELL U AH SINGAPOREANS ARE ALL SELFISH UNGRACIOUS DOGS!" "I M DISRGRACED 2 CALL MYSELF A SINGAPOREAN"
THEN EVERYBODY REALLY JUS STARED AT ME.
i was like COULDNT BE BOTHERED. SO WAT IF THEY STARE. WAT CAN THEY DO? THROW ME 2 COURT? IMMATURED IDIOTS.
SELF-CENTRED NESS
SELF PRIDE
UNGRACIOUSNESS
SELF BEFORE OTHERS.
WAT IS THIS COUNTRY BECOMING TO?!
this is jus the beginning.
there is still alot more to add.
skimpy dressing = fashion
and the list goes on.


i realised tt i can nvr stop LOL hahaha
but then sleep is like way more impt. XD

God i ask that you guide me today.
i want to change.
i dont 1 2 be some1 i m not.
i want 2 be me.
whether people like me or not.
i noe that You will n forever will.

say hello to my breakfast LOL

say hello 2 my BUDGET LUNCH LOL

say hello to my other breakfast LOL

thanks. thanks. thanks

hello XD.
finally 2 more papers XD.
if u include CME, yes CME. the retarted 30mins paper LOL
then it will become 3 LOL.
if you didnt noe CME can tell the difference between a pro liar from a hopeless liar LOL
jus like a game of BLUFF.
(FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW WHAT IS BLUFF. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE : it is a card game where you have to finish using all ur cards by bluffing or telling the truth)
LOL talkin abt bluff i think i feel like playin cards all of a sudden LOL.
nevermind exams ending YES. ENDING XD.
in your face. hahaha XD

talking about exams. i began to realise alot of things when studying. LOL


1. YOUR BUTT CAN SWEAT
- Yes I am serious. you sit down on a chair for about 2-5hrs you will realise that it will be wet. LOL.


2. YOU WILL REALISE YOU TRUE POTENTIAL
- when you study and study. and study more. You will realise what do you like and what do you not like. LOL. like for example. when studying for a subject you dont like you will find that you will find excuses to skip stuff and furthermore slack off. LOL


3. DHARMEN HAS HIGH CONCENTRATION LEVELS
- i think i made history. i studied from 2pm-1am without getting distracted. and only leaving my sweaty chair to eat and use the toilet. TADA! I BROKE A NEW WORLD RECORD. IN YOUR FACE NOOBS! HAHAHA


okok. moving along. the amaths paper was expectially easy. like seriously even though i left 16marks worth of questions blank but the rest were do-able LOL. Dharmen was a happy man after and during the paper. but really I thank God for allowing me to hold the world record for that 11hrs of studying. XD and i noe i did that for Him n not for me. and that honestly brings me the greatest joy.



this part is a special part i would specially like to dedicate to everyone who is my dear friend. my bro. my sis. n simply someone who means a great deal to me.


I would like to say THANKS. HEARTFELT THANKS FOR EVERY SINGLE THING.
even though sometimes i usually get carried away by my crazy old self. thx for being so patient
despite the countless number of times i am immatured and childish. thx for enjoying it and absorbing it
the million and one nonsensical things i bring up. thx for listening
thx for the times for listening to me speak out.
whether in time of need or difficulties
thx for the love which you all so freely give.
sometimes i jus go overboard but thx for pulling my thoughts put in and giving me somethings i should hear at that point of time.
the no. of hours each of you spend just to talk to me
the encouragement and motivation I really need at certain point in times
the countless number of times i insult and disturb and yet join in
despite for the amt of trouble i give you.
the list and go on forever and ever however,
more importantly.

Thank You for giving them to me.
everyone of them for a very special purpose in my life.
each of them with their unique and difference.
i pray that I will also give back to them as what they have poured onto me. just like how you poured onto me.

thank you are the only words that I can use to elaborate my thanks.

THANKS A MILLION FOR
EVERY SINGLE THING.

this world has nothing for me. I surrender all.

BIG TIME HELLO TO ALL MY PEEPS YO!
hahaha
srry tt was awfully random.
ok in abt 7hr30mins time i will be taking my chem paper.
hope I can do it.
while hmm.
considering today. i didnt really do anythin much really. studied. ate. slacked. MSNed. studied. ate. ok tts all i guess haha.
but still come to think abt it. even if a person says tt he/she might have yet a same all boring day.
i doubt tt.
cuz think abt u. u dont exactly do the same things everythin.
u dont talk abt the same things everyday.
u dont say the same things everyday
n well the list goes on. n i m sure u get it. XD

i was actually planning to blog this on friday jus tt. THX TO SOMEPEOPLE I COULDNT BLOG LOL HAHAHAH XD.
while cuz i was on my journey 2 my tuition teachers hse. n while i was stoning as usual.
imagine taking bus from Chua Chu Kang to Geylang.
i noe u must be thinking y of all places geylang. tt is the rough dist LOL.
OH NO I JUS RMBED LOL. on friday i travelled like ends to ends of SINGAPORE LOL.
hahaha i feel so proud of myself haha. LOL
okok srry for the randomness LOL. it is jus tt i travelled alot of distance.
alot of things really do happen on public transport.
it is like the VOICE OF THE PEOPLE.
seriously. i mean it literally.
when on bus ppl fight with bus conducter cuz the conducter nvr stop at his stop. (he didnt press his bell) the passenger say until 1 2 call police.
brilliant examples of Singaporeans XD.
another thing was tt i dont noe i find it quite interesting and funny.
it was on the mrt LOL. (YES I TRAVELLED ALOT OK. SMRT MUST BE LIKE HOW HAPPY. I DONATED LIKE 2bucks plus 2 them. XD i feel so helpful XD)
then thr were this 2 aunties they were talkin abt "XIAN ZAI DE SHE HUI" (in english : the present culture of today) they were talkin n chinese n i was not eavesdroppin i was jus simply listening to the PEOPLE'S VIEW HAHAHA XD.
then they were talkin abt the way how girls n guys behave. how girls dress.
then at the point whr 1 auntie left the mrt this gal who was like wearing this dress. n this dress was supposed 2 be worn wif like a pants. then she was like dancing. then the funny was tt the aunty started frowning LOL. it was super funny =X.
then NEXT STOP. wha i tell u seriously ah so concidence leh. this 4 gals were like talking abt their dressing n they dressed up quite nicely. then i was like thinkin abt wat the auntie said. then i burst out in2 laughter LOL. it was seriously super funny.
the concidence LOL.

i really cant wait for my exams to be over lol.
alot of things are waiting for me to be done.
but i shall not hurry. Let time have its way.
thr is a time for everythin. but everythin is in the time of God.
brings me to thinking abt troubles.
during the coldest nights. darkness nights. roughest storms. strongest winds.
wat will u be doing?
trying to escape reality of the truth.
or hold up ur armour and face it.
this is something i jus wish to say to You.
when i face it. no matter what may come i will be willingly.
my heart may be against but i will still head towards You.
curses, doubt and misery may come. but 4giveness overtakes.
i dont noe when it may come.
but i jus want to say hold me tight Lord and nvr let me go.
it may be soon it may be late. but through it all. thr You are. lifted on high.

interesting rite. something when you start you can nvr stop.
but now.
i listen. i hear. i desire to learn more then talk.
You do the talking in my life.
how we been caught up to much with our request tt we 4get tt God 1s is for us to listen.
now is a time when the tides change. when we take our foot n step higher.
against all odds we rise to take our place.

on a lighter note.
i think i m tired LOL hahaha
ok pure randomness.
n also LOL.
MY WIFE I WILL SPEND MORE TIME WIF U AFT MY EXAMS I PROMISE XD

wonderful day
wonderful time
wonderful songs
wonderful smile
wonderful cries
wonderful frens
wonderful everything
but
PREFECTLY WONDERFUL GOD.

sry i m feelin kinda weird right now lol.
i dont noe whether it was the thing i ate or ... LOL.

as u all would have known my exams are currently goin on.
n while in all these stress n business. thr is jus somethin i would like 2 share.
if u all rmb during my mid yrs i got a F9 for my combined humans (SS + Hist)
then this monday i took my paper.
n all i can is WOW.
cuz on sunday i was panicking as i was studyin as i didnt really touched my SS and Hist books.
for SS the thing tt i was studying had crashed and burn.
when my fren called 2 tell me tt the thing is not coming out. so i was like. oh no ok.
but despite this thing i still was laughin n joyful.
thr was these senere peace inside of me.
then for hist i jus read the chpts i felt like reading.
so i was really panicking. i felt like giving up.
it was like against all odd of me to rmb everythin.
then the following morning i was on the mrt so i was jus glancin thru my SS book then i was readin thru a certain chpt and in my heart i knew tt this question would come out and when i looked at my Hist book thr was jus reassuring voice tt this question will come out.
cuz my first paper was SS followed by Hist. so it was 2 papers on 1 day. no surprise haha
then when i flipped my SS paper. the exact same questions tt i heard came out. i rmb i was like smiling at the paper.
(BTW it is a thoery 2 smile @ the paper. 101% cfm can do 1 LOL)
then when it was Hist paper. the same thing happened.
i was super happy. i rmb smilin thru the paper.

but this is the thing.
i rmb on sunday i was practially kneeling n ask God 2 help me. literally.
i kept on prayin n prayin. i was feelin quite down n weak
it was like i was goin 2 fight a war which i was alrdy defeated which hadnt even began
on monday morning. the thought of failing couldnt stop.
but God really picked me up. He held me with His hands and took away my burdens and granted me peace.
and i would like to say Thank You So Much. I dont noe whether this words are big enuff. But i noe u heard them.
then came 2day chinese paper 1. while it was also a miracle then i noe was only made possible by the 1 and only.
cuz 2day supposed 2 be emaths paper 1 with chinese paper 1 but maths got pushed back so ya.
while i think i btr go n study. feelin quite uncertain right now for no apparent reason.

THIS PART IS DEDICATED TO THE PRINCESSES : (you noe who u r XD)
go ISLAND CREAMERY BO JIO WAT IS THIS MANNNN.
leave me to one corner
to rot
to collect dust
and to be forgotten
THIS GUY HERE IS SAD. T_T
VERY SAD.
its ok. i understand T_T
but at least u had fun wifout the lightbulb here T_T.

OK LEAVIN THOSE HEARTLESS PEOPLE ASIDE.
haha great news people.
DHARMEN THE PRO HAS JUS CUT HIS HAIR AND NOW HIS FRINGE IS LIKE TO THE LEFT LOL.
PLS CLAP UR HANDS PEOPLE. WELCOME THE SHUAI GE.
OH YES YES YES.
talkin abt SHUAI GE.
cuz u noe everyday i take the mrt. then i usually chg train at city hall 2 go newton.
then will have like ppl board in n out.
then on the mrt these 2 gals boarded. then they walked past me but then i couldnt be bothered cuz u noe Dharmen is very busy XD
then when the train was reachin newton this 2 gals walked past me again jus tt they were at the door.
1 of them was like on her fone n the other 1 was like insane i tell u.
when i was reachin the door. she held the pole and lied back 2 like attract my attention then i was like err ok? then she look at me then i like look away.
then her fren also look at me. like in the eyes. i tell u.
I WAS SERIOUSLY GROSSED OUT. AHHHHH LOL.
to top it off. ok nvm i wont say it. it is mean LOL. very mean hahaha

well then i think l8r i might add on hahaha. XD

Hey Hey Hey. Dharmen is back ppl XD.

hahahah.
yet another today is goin 2 end.
wat have u made it unique?
would u jus past it wif yet another " 2mrrw will be a btr day" kinda attitude?
i m sure tt everybody has ever glanced thru such thoughts before.
i didnt go 2 sch for the past 2 days ya.
cuz i have limb note infection ya. but then now feeling btr XD.
SO LET ME PRAISE! WIF ALL I HAVE! WOOHOO!

currently i m very high LOL.
LETS RAISE THE ROOFS AND SHAKE YOUR BOOTIES!
wif this song.
i m sure everybody noes this song XD.
hahaha.

COME ON SING ALONG. DONT CLOSE UR LIPS. U NOE IT XD.
this song reminds me of the time when we were very young.
ok not say very young. jus not as old as presently LOL.
when we could let our imagination run wild and ppl will join us wif us.
they would not scold us for bein ourselves.
but simply respect us.
when thr was no such thing as stress or exam.
come to think abt it. time passes really very fast.
i m currently 15½ yrs old.
n my exams would be startin this friday.
let us enjoy wat wonders everyday brings us wif childish joy.
like the analogy " Look at the cup as half full. and not half empty"
lets praise God for the slightest thing. for bringin u tt smile on ur face.
for lettin u find peace and assurance in everythin tt u did 2day.
by givin wat we have. by givin wat gift we can give to the world.
be it ur smile on ur face.
be it the simplest love tt they need.
or maybe even being thr for them as a fren.
by simply jus prayin for them.

as for the exams.
i hope tt i can make the best out of it.
wifout any regrets.
i really need encouragement and prayers ><.
thx alot guys XD.

THIS IS DHARMEN SIGNING OUT YO!

back 2 sch 2mrrw.
i can tell u rite tt sch is super boring.
we are partically doin nth.
OK. other then the fun things we do LOL. =X

ytd was a very interestin day.
even though the sun was not even 2 be seen.
thr was still beauty.
ytd God really spoke a very very great word abt self-esteem.
but i think tt 2mrrw would be a btr day 2 write.
srry ah peeps. =X

i m sick 2day so ya.
havin fever. backache. chest pains. thoart pain and leg strain.
LOL alot of aches. but still who cares.
it doesnt give me a reason 2 slack off.
it doesnt entitle me 2 not live normally.
(it gives me the power 2 stay at home LOL HAHAHAHAHA =X)

hey jielong. dont thx me. thx God.

cheers. 2mrrw will be a long long post XD.






lol. i really dont noe wat u are doin now. u can hide all u 1. try 2 cover up. but then do rmb tt. someday. think b4 u act my fren. dont act in such a manner tt u noe tt u will hurt urself. take care. it may take time. but then u still can do. i have seen u do it b4. this is no different. if only u cared abt wat i said eh?

it really encourages me.
to see frens make the effort 2 stop their mouth from cursing.
2day they played a game.
1st 2 say 5vulgaristies will pay 10bucks 2 the grp of 10 of us.
while. 1 guy broke it. but still can tell tt. all of them really made the effort.
n i m sure tt they will stop soon. XD.
i m kinda saddened when i saw some stuff which is happenin 2 my fren.
y do ppl always aim for the weakest link.
i noe u can make a stand. and stop them for forcin u 2 do stuff tt u dont 1 2.
go forth in faith and power.
if only he could read this.




the song tt i placed up there.
is a simple song. but it speaks alot.
all i can simply offer is my life to You.
it is a very simple thing.
but still You are more then happy.
Your joy goes beyond the words of any men.
givin You my thoughts. my aims. my hopes. my ambitions.
let me them in Your hands.
My fears. My Burdens. My raging storms.
i cast them up to You.
nth is 2 small for You.
to You thoughts are the heart of it all.









if you think that you have a professional mask, why can people still see through what you're thinking, and your thoughts. there are many people or infact friends out there cares for you, why must you think that people are selfish, why people aren't compassionate? there are people who have compassion and care for you, or maybe they do care about you just that you didn't realise or take it for granted and what makes you think that if you change, you will change to the worse? even if you know it yourself that if you change, it would be worse. but there's still this small percentage of changing for the better isn't it? if you change, it might not be yourself? have you think about it, what if i change it will actually help me even better? isn't it a good change? why must you be so pessimistic about your life, when there are more people out there that are worse than you. you're considered fortunate, why put yourself in shoes that are so bad and tiring? aren't you pushing yourself to be sad instead of enjoying your life? you might say, you rather be sad, is this what you really want? wow, people throwing all their horrible things to you, are you really feeling good about? is that really what you want? i believe everyone in this world, wants to be happy, wants a life that is perfect. but there aren't perfect people in this world, people might treat you like a trash, but have you ever thought, why people treated you like this?
what's the point of escaping, this is not the only problem she will face in her life. are u is going to stop at this stage of of ur life and dwell about it? how you know this is bring smiles to people's live? you urself, is sad. will the people around u feel happy? health comes b4 studies.